Wish I Was Kissing You Instead Of Thinking About You.

I want to hold your hand on a cold night, and wake up to your face on a Saturday morning.

I want to travel that vast expanse of your mind and scare the evil spirits and bad thoughts away. I want to fall asleep to the pure sound of your heartbeat and taste the tantalizing feel of your skin.

I want to wrap my arms tight around you and never let go. I want to fall asleep to the sound of your voice and wake up to the beauty of your smile.

I want to kiss you from head to toe and drown in your carefree laugh. I want you, in your entirety, and I want to love you endlessly.

A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

A mistake is something done by accident, something that is not planned.

But cheating and lying are not mistakes; they are known choices. When someone cheats or lies, they have decided to break the trust and hurt the other. It's not accidental; it is intentional. Mistakes can be pardoned because they are done without any intention, but cheating and lying depict lack of respect and honesty.

If you really care for a person, you don't make decisions that will hurt them. Love is built on trust, and such intentional actions can destroy it. Choose honesty and loyalty always.

✍ Abdullah.

Our Lord! Grant us the good of this world and the Hereafter, and protect us from the torment of the Fire. ~2:201

Rabbana atina fi dunya hasanatan wa fil akhirati hasanatan wa qina adhaba an-nar.

ربنا آتنا في الدنيا حسنة وفي الآخرة حسنة وقنا عذاب النار

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A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

Being faithful in a relationship isn't just about staying out of someone else's bed.

It's way deeper than that.

It's the texts you don't send, the flirty conversations you don't entertain, and the decisions you make when no one's watching.

Being faithful isn't just about avoiding the act of cheating. It's about consciously removing yourself from any situation that could potentially blur the lines. It's about not seeking validation or attention from anyone outside the relationship. It's about not having anything on your phone that you wouldn't want your partner to see.

Being truly faithful is not just about physical monogamy. It's about emotional integrity.

Taste my soul and see how it only drips for you.

Make my body rise and fall like the greatest ruins in Rome.

Lick away the growling moans from my mouth that only you hear.

Give me a sensual memory that makes me close my eyes and take a deep breath remembering what the moment felt like.

Make me scream your name as I'm throwing my head back in ecstasy and agony.

Rapture me with your words that send chills down my spine and ignites my soul.

Wipe my tears away and calm my anxieties as only you can.

Calm the storms in my eyes and the panic in my chest as you hold me tight.

Break down my Hadrian's Wall that keeps guard of my emotions, and barricades my heart from hurt.

Help calm my mind by separating my rational and my overthinking.

Put my insecurities to rest by gently caressing my mind.

Paint the mosaic of my heart with vibrant colors, instead of the muted grays of depression.

Make me come alive again by scratching your fingers down my back making red lines.

Lay down with me putting my head on your chest- as I'm listening to the rhythm of your heartbeat relaxing my tension.

Envelope me so the dark matter of my heart can collide with yours forming our own constellation.

Be my muse, my force, my inspiration for my raw creative expression.

Lure out my darkness and play with it as you wickedly grin.

Smile warmly at the innocence of my light that illuminates my soul.

Love me through my light and dark- guiding me through the journey not letting me fall.

Have such a strong connection with me that I'm etched into your mind, as you're in mine.

A connection so incredibly strong that we're highly attuned to each other as a 6th sense without having to say a word. We just know.

Love me as only you can...sincerely, divinely, truly, all encompassing, and adoringly....and I'll always be yours as long as the stars are in the night sky.

As he was inside me, with his weight on top of me, he kissed me on my forehead softly again and again- in between kissing my lips hard and passionately, as he said 'You know what a kiss on the forehead means'.

I was silent. I knew what it meant. It meant protection. Respect. It meant undying love. It meant I'm his, and his alone. It meant 'you're mine'. It meant I mean the world to him.

I didn't need to answer his statement. He knew I knew what it meant. We understood each other in those sweet seconds as he stayed inside me. And in that moment, I fell in love with him more than I already do...

and he didn't even know it.

Life is very simple:

What I give out, comes back to me.

Today I choose to give love. ...

#Abdullah #KittyCat