Please Stop Posting In The Cripple Punk Tab About Self Harming It’s Triggering As Fuck.

WHY CAN'T I FUCKING CUT MYSELF?? WHY CAN'T I SLICE MY SKIN AGAIN LIKE I USED TO?! I'M GETTING FUCKING TIRED OF THESE DISABILITIES, SEIZURES AND OTHER SHIT. I JUST WANNA BE HEALTHY OR ALLOWED TO MUTILATE MY BODY. I WANT TO HAVE THE CONTROL I LOST.

"Are you okay? I noticed that you lost weight..."

Yo. I'm Mizuki fan that considers them non-binary or a crosdressing boy but I also understand and accept tfem Mizuki. I think all opportunities are possible and the staff did it on purpose so all people, no matter what their identity are, can relate to them. Asian fans also think that way. I've seen japanese fans who treat Mizuki as a boy, as X-gender, as a tfem. I've also seen people who see them as a cis girl but that one's kinda meh... But the thing is, they don't quarell, they just love Mizuki. They actually don't care much about Mizuki's gender as much as western fans do. I'm fine with how things are in game but the fandom has indeed become insufferable so I understand your feelings. And I'm genuinely sorry even though I don't interact with the fandom at all. Really. All these "Mizuki is a crossdresser!!!" and "Mizuki is a trans representation!!!" are becoming annoying, it's like people don't actually care about Mizuki as a character. As a person. I think we should care less about their gender... Mizuki is Mizuki, and their friend has accepted them the way they are, and that's the only thing that matters to me.

THIS. I don't know who you are, but you're definitely a legend.

Not accept by "a friend".

Few weeks ago, I was obsessed with idea of finding new friends to chat in discord with, so I started to try to find friends. And I found one. He was good, and funny, we liked talk together, so we kept chatting.

Yesterday, I did a coming out to him, and he started to mock me, but I didn't say anything. Then he started to say something like "Not think/associate yourself with any gender isn't normal", "There's only two genders", "I'll block you if you keep doing it" and etc.

In the end our friendship ended, cuz I don't wanna listen that I'm insane just because I'm being myself. I don't and won't understand people like him.

Doing homework sounds like a complete hell... Why I always wanna kill myself when it comes to school? I have no ideas... At least I have social nets where I can vent out freely, cuz if I vented only to my friends, they'd leave me, I guess... At least doing homework when you aren't hyperactive better than doing it when you wanna chat and etc.

I guess, that I should leave there links on my other social media... Anyway, I should go now....

I CAN'T HELP IT, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TOUCH-TONE TELEPHONE IT'S.... QHSHAHHDUSHEHSUS I LOVE IT, IT SOUNDS SO POWERFUL SOMEONE HELP ME–

When the pain hits THAT hard that you need to work while laying down

World would be better if I'd be dead or aborted

I hate drinking meds! It makes me so sleepy...I mean... I just wanna read a book, not sleep!!.⁠·⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠(⁠>⁠▂⁠<⁠)⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠·⁠.

I hate and don't understand why people still mispronouncing me, even after I said to them that my pronouns are it/its or they/them, but those people still call me "girl". And the most interesting thing that even if I'd born as man, I'd still dealing with this... I hate the fact that I can't be person without gender, I'm tired