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the only way to change.

to manifest means to change. it means to shift your state, meaning to trade your dwelling for a new, more favourable one. and the only way to achieve a change from without is to change from within. it's because the world is a mirror forever reflecting your inner world where your self has to be expressed. whatever you assume to be true of yourself, whatever exists in your imagination can and will be out-pictured.

self must be expressed. 

you need to understand that your self concept and the beliefs you have about yourself are crucial when it comes to manifesting. the way you view yourself in regards to a desire says a lot about you, for instance, if you are able to manifest your desire in the first place, how long it might take you and if you're gonna sustain your desire for a longer period of time once it manifests into your reality. it’s impossible to run away from this or to stop your constant expression of self — so you might as well make self something desirable for it to be expressed. 

self has to change.

your inner world defines your outer world, and your outer world will always give you evidence of that. meaning, your self concept aka your body of beliefs about self aka your state has to be displayed physically. and the only way to change the physical world is to change those beliefs aka your state in your inner world —  your imagination. you have to change self for there is no one and nothing to change but self.

self is within.

when your inner man (you) is desiring something, it's desiring the feeling of having that desire. the happiness, the calmness, the joy, the confidence, the stability, … feelings just like these. those are the feelings that you actually long for rather than that desire's physical existence. and where does this take place? in your mind. the punch line of this is that with your inner man desiring and needing fulfillment from within, you are almost obliged to take action from WITHIN. you need to give yourself your desire and allow yourself to INTERNALLY experience these feelings. 

self is essential.

self is very important in terms of manifesting. not only does your concept of self determine your reality, a good self concept with a good basis of beliefs will make it easier for you to manifest and sustain your manifestation. you won't need to worry about losing your manifestation, hot and cold behaviour, and more because you no longer have thoughts coming from a poor state of mind.

self is reality.

that's also why trying to change the 3D is pointless. manifesting takes place inside, so does a change of self. you will always need to focus on changing internally first but also having it internally as well, as your aim is to FEEL — aka to be and have WITHIN — and not to have it physically. a change of self is a change of state and therefore a change of reality.

with love, ella.

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Honestly one of the things that helped me shifting was not giving a fuck anymore I just had it w this reality and all I said was " fuck this shit,I'm tired of this I'm shifitng tonight" suprise suprise I shifted the same night

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The Third House

The third house is a place of action. 3 is an active number. It is often associated with activity, manifestation, connection and creativity.

When it comes to the zodiac signs, number 3 is Gemini, which can be associated with the ideas of connection and activity. We can learn a lot about the third house, the house of activity, from analyzing Gemini, the sign of activity.

Gemini is the immediate Air sign, and it's mutable. It operates on the immediate, flexible capacity of its logic and perception. It represents agility, calculation, imitation, and adaptation. This gives the third house its rulership over the mind, memory, and expression.

Ultimately, Gemini is just an Air sign that wants things to be at ease for itself and for those around it. The third house is how we seek ease. It operates on the effortless responses and connections. As such, it represents trains of thought, words, reading, talking, conversation.

Gemini also famously represents twins or fraternity. This symbolism illuminates the third house's connection to siblings, cousins, next-door neighbors, best friends or childhood friends, lovers, community members and comrades. These are people who we can converse with at ease.

Finally, Gemini is the student. Smart, sharp, and cynical, this Mercury-ruled sign associates the third house with learning. The third house represents receiving an elementary education. All early or foundational learning experiences are here: K-12 education, training workshops, summer classes, living-learning communities and lower-division education.

Beyond the associations of Gemini, we can understand the third house by taking a look at the ancient scheme of houses.

In the ancient scheme, we are born under the earth. The fourth house represents birth or conception, home, parents, and family. It represents the comfortable, protected world of our most trusted family. Since this scheme is analyzed clockwise, the next house after the fourth house is the third house, which is quite interestingly named Goddess.

We have already discussed the third house's connections to communication, expression, intellect, and learning. The ancient scheme introduces a sense of local community. The child is born inside the safe and comfortable fourth house; her parents send her outside to play in the local community---school, friends, neighborhood. In the community, she makes friends, interacts with neighbors, and embarks and learns about the world and finds her core memories. The third house represents a child's learning about the world. Walking, eating, breathing---life's simple things. Simple activities, along with exploring the community, can make up our entire world during childhood.

But community exploration can be an adult thing too. Let's focus on the name of the third house---Goddess. Why would the Goddess (the Moon) choose this house as her temple? Well, there is naturally a divine magic to learning and information, and to the childlike experience of the world, but beyond that, there is a sense of comfort in the community which I feel appeals to the Goddess.

In the third house, there is a sense of ritual. A bus route you take every Tuesday. Walking by that bench and crossing this street to get to the bookstore. Commute and transportation on schedule. A daily scone that you grab on the way to work. Ritual in this sense, and perhaps in general, is comforting. At the weekly farmers market, people mingle at ease with the same friends and neighbors from the locality. Local vendors go about their small businesses mindlessly. People run their errands, children doodle in the grass and fly kites, queers flirt and frolic, friends grab a bite, elders walk, teens gossip. There's something really nostalgic about it all.

This idea of memory and comfort and familiarity in the community feels almost Cancerian. This is why the Moon rejoices in the third house, in the traditional scheme of planetary joys (see the diagram above). This is part of why the third house is so important. A lot of comfort can be found in a healthy locality. Recent feminist scholars in the field of urban studies have advocated for the replacement of our patriarchal view of the city with a matriarchal view. Today's cities are not loving or nurturing, they place cold, alienating, isolating, exploitative and White cis-heteropatriarchal expectations on people, upholding the system of industrial global neoliberalism. Cities need to be more localized, affordable, inclusive and comfortable for the unhoused, for the working class, and for women, queer people and racial minorities. The Moon rejoices in the local, inclusive, comforting space envisioned by the third house. Urban planners should take inspiration from that. Providing protective comfort and care along with a healthy democracy for natives, immigrants and marginalized groups (and for the environment) should be the central purpose of a city, not profit. Sorry I'm an urban planning major and I'm super passionate about this.

To sum it all up, here's a list of the indications of the third house.

action, the mind, memory, expression, thought, words, reading, talking, conversation, eating, walking, breathing, childhood, siblings, cousins, neighbors, best friends, childhood friends, community members, comrades, learning, receiving an elementary education, local community, neighborhood, sense of comfort in the community, ritual, commute, transportation, small businesses, people

At this point, I'm gonna shift over to discuss placements in the third house. Please take what resonates!

Gemini risings / Sun in the third house

you feel proud about your intellect and conversational skills

your ego is in your mind

you holistically identify with your mind and your mindset

you had a lot of fun in the early part of your life, and you continue to have the most fun with those friends or in a small circle or community

you think and speak in a way that garners you attention and validation; you are popular

Taurus risings / Moon in the third house

you're great at verbalizing or acting out your emotions; this makes you a comforting person to be around, but you can be manipulative

you feel safe equipping yourself with different perspectives--you want to see all sides of a situation intuitively

you feel comforted by small errands, commute, and activity

some of your childhood memories are comforting and deeply important to you; you continue to feel like you belong most in a smaller social circle or in a local community

you crave validation for your manner of thinking

Aries and Cancer risings / Mercury in the third house

you're a sharp thinker, a fast, dynamic conversationalist, and you learn quickly because your logic is sharp and precise

you're very present and detail-oriented in your mindset and skillset, which makes you smart and crafty, but can cause you to spiral into depression or anxiety

you were a smart student in school, and you continue to tap into your intelligence in small circles, community spaces, or with siblings and close friends

you keep your intellect and thinking to yourself, perhaps due to anxiety, but you have an affinity for expressing yourself through words

Pisces and Leo risings / Venus in the third house

you're great at balancing several different perspectives, but your mindset can uphold conventional values or standards

you think and express yourself with others in mind, with caution

you experienced luxury in your schooling, childhood, social circles, and there were expectations that came with it

you're a calm, elegant, adaptable communicator, well-received in social circles and in the community

Aquarius and Virgo risings / Mars in the third house

you strongly identify with how you instinctively learn and think; you have learned to be defensive of your thinking

your mind is raw, destructive, and powerful; it's an angry force that can feel dominating, but causes others to re-evaluate their mindsets

you are known for your fierce individuality and raw honesty within the local community or in small circles

you are fiercely loyal and protective over close friends and siblings, over your view of your childhood memories, and the community

Capricorn and Libra risings / Jupiter in the third house

you are a deep, philosophical, and wise thinker who collects information with awareness of the bigger picture

you may rely on intuition rather than acute logic when it comes to daily speaking, activity, errands

you see broadly and often have higher ideals in mind when making decisions

you were mature and expansive at a young age, and you are a figure that people know in the community or in social circles

you may present as unintelligent or dissociated at first, but people find that your mind is always expanding

Sagittarius and Scorpio risings / Saturn in the third house

you are a disciplined and innovative thinker who has the capacity to gain a unique control over your mind

you submit to your own awareness and what you carefully derive

you feel comfortable doing things on terms that you define

you may speak in a way that is unique and different in an either alluring or isolating way

you might have felt restricted, anxious, awkward, or repressed in your childhood, and you can continue to feel that way inside, with siblings, in school or community settings, or in conversation

you are highly aware of the objective truth of the things you say, or the deep ideals of obligation underlying your actions

Sagittarius risings / Uranus in the third house

your mindset, thoughts, word choices and interests are often out-of-the-box or unconventional; you might be a geek or a nerd

you were a visionary, idealist child who knew that the world could be changed, but you might feel disconnected because you've always thought differently

you have a revolutionary mindset which you can share with the community to inspire the change you want to see

Capricorn risings / Neptune in the third house

you were a mystical child, drawn to the arts, mysticism, spirituality

your thinking is deeply intuitive and actively connected to your subconscious; you struggle with feeling present and using logic when thinking, speaking, learning or doing

you reveal an intuitive, kind side of yourself with siblings, close friends, within small circles, or in the local community

Virgo risings / Pluto in the third house

you change people with your words; you invoke ideological upheaval and transformation within yourself and within others by confronting the reality of the facts

your words are deep-cutting and powerful, which gives you the control; you feel powerful inside

though you might have felt more actively in touch with your change and power during your childhood, your expression still has a quality which demands submission, especially within your closest circles

your childhood was full of massive power struggle and upheaval

as you make mistakes and learn, even if you leave destruction in your wake

Cancer risings / Chiron in the third house

you are giving with your mind and actions because of the emotional wounds you received in your childhood

you might have had traumatic incidents very early in your childhood, which caused you take on the role of a healer

you are destined to discover healing in your life through your mindset and actions, with your closest friends and siblings, and by serving your community

Virgo risings / Lilith in the third house

you engage petty fighting, manipulation, lying, twisting your words, or bullying, especially to fulfill your desires, assert your power, or get to know someone deeper

you might have had a sibling, cousin, or close friend who you were unfairly compared to in your childhood, which introduced jealousy

you have a gift for communication; your uncontrolled expression is one of your most attractive qualities, people find it very alluring

everything about the void state | vanilla explain's

A few things to note. First of all, Vanilla was a very knowledgeable and supportive master shifter on DRA (a shifting amino community). You can read some of their other posts and you'll understand they really know their stuff and have dedicated a lot of time to understand this. Second, after reading this post, you'll understand why the void state isn't "just a method."

Here is the link to the og post: link

hello and welcome to this post! i am currently fighting against all the misinformation about the void state in this community and of course i had to post a full guide about it! here you'll read what the void is, what it's not, why it's extremely cool and multiple guides how to enter it!

table of content

i. intro

ii. the void

- what is it

- what is it not

- why the void state

- what it "looks like"

iii. how to enter it

- the "before state"

- awake

- sleep

- other ways

- affirmations

iv. q & a

v. outro

i. intro

in this post i talk about everything in context of the void state. i explain in deep detail what it actually is, clear up more misinformation, how to enter it in a lot of different ways, why the void is really nice and useful and in the end even have a q&a for everyone that got questions! you will notice how insane many misinformation are here. not just a few but full "guides" and "explanations" with it. please do not blame the creators for spreading them more! if you thought the same, you also could've been one of the people making posts about it.

ii. the void

let's start with the actual topic. to explain what the void is we have to know what exactly we are at first. so, what are we, what are you? you are an awareness. that means you are a tiny swabble-bubble thingy that experience the multiverse. right now you are on the physical plane so you see, hear, feel, smell, and taste. you can do a lot more things but the only important one is that you exist. you have no original appearance or identity (that's another topic) at this moment you are just you. you experience the 3d as y/n y/l/n. there are a few more things of course like your subcons and all that but it is not important for us now.

what is it?

we know that we are an awareness currently on the physical plane. we don't have an original identity we belong to as much as a reality. so what happens if we leave the 3d? is that even possible? yes, yes it is. that is the void state. the void means that you leave the physical plane. that is all. it is nothing special or unusual. the void state is the state of awareness. you, the tiny swabble-bubble thingy, exist there in your purest, most natural form. you could say the void is your home. when you aren't in a reality, you are in the void state. it's where you always return to and there is nothing more natural for you. you are just power, happiness, and peace there. nothing from the 3d can effect you anymore, your mind get's a whole reset. what does that mean? you have to know that you, the awareness, are not meant to doubt, have limited beliefs, worries, fears, trauma. it isn't natural or normal for you. you have them here on the 3d because they are physical circumstances. once you leave the physical plane, it of course means that they don't exist anymore. you enter it and BOOM they get completely erased. you won't even understand how you could believe such stuff after that. as you can see, the void is the state where you exist in your most "original" form, even if you don't have any identity or something like that.

what is it not

this is gonna be a long, long list. i'll actually make bullet points with everything i've ever heard here so you don't have to ask in the comments "someone said it is xy, is that true?". you can be very very sure that everything here in this list got 100% nothing at all to do with the void state. in the end i'll talk about the most drastic thing's but i also explained a lot already in my post about misconceptions.

- "body asleep, mind awake"

- meditation

- dreaming

- sats

- a sleep state

- the god state (mindset definition)

- theta state

- the "before state"

- relaxation

- the thing after you woke up

- being " in your brain"

- any other physical state at all⠀ ⁣⠀⁣⠀ ⁣⠀⁣⠀ ⁣⠀ ⁣⠀⁣⠀ ⁣⠀ ⁣⠀⁣⠀ ⠀ ⁣as you can see, you guys came up with a lot of things! you may already understood, the void means leaving the physical plane, so its being a physical state is absolutely impossible. you do not notice it on the 3d. at all. it is just not possible. many, many ask me "why didn't i shift from the void" but tell me a few sentence later "and i only felt my body a little bit" and i sit there like "okay, i'll start from the very beginning".

so please guys, in the void you leave the physical plane. you have no body. you can't feel anything physical at all. when you "felt your body only a little bit" you weren't even near the void. once you entered it, the physical plane doesn't exist for you anymore. with these very important information we can just ignore 10 things from the list now because we know that they aren't true at all. last but not least "it is the god state". but what is the god state? there are two main definitions here 1. just another term for the void so it's totally okay to say it, but what many here mean is 2. the "god state" mindset. that's a bit tricky, the second meaning is just a mindset. it represents your natural state of mind where you are limitless and powerful. you have it immediately in the void BUT if you have it here on the 3d you are not automatically in the void. you are still on the physical plane. tiny but important difference.

why the void state

you may already thought "damn, that sounds cool" but do you know how cool it actually is? besides that you finally align with your natural state of mind, that the void is pure happiness, peace, and joy, that you can chill there as much as you want, you can also do everything you want!! whatever it is, there are no limits. so here a few things you may don't know you can do:

- change the past

- skip time

- change your whole appearance to your liking

- shift everywhere

- manifest to wake up every night in the void

- manifest the future

- erase things (f.e. racism etc)

- manifest to always shift instantly

- change everything about your life

- manifest to lucid dream every night⠀ ⁣

as you can see, a lot more than many people think of. and the coolest?? it is instantly, in the very moment you want it, 100% reality. in the void the 3d/4d time gap can not exist because you are ABOVE the 3d. in the void you and your subcons work completely together that means that you literally give the commands. what do you have to do for it? want it. you don't even need affirmations or anything. you just want it and it is reality, no other possible outcome. in the void you can not fail, never and with nothing. if you ever thought you were in the void but "didn't shift" this is your clear sign that you were definitely not in the void. you are pure power there, it is impossible for you to fail at anything.

what it "looks like"

a question many, many have! what do you see in the void? actually you see nothing. you have nothing to see, you have no eyes. that's something most people are afraid of, deep, endless black and nothingness. but that's not the whole answer. you can customize your void! you have something called a "mental image". it is a picture you have in your mind and that is what you see. you can change it to your liking, very common here are galaxies. you could compare it to very, very vivid visualization but you don't have to focus on it and it's completely natural. you see whatever you want to see in the void. if you don't want black nothingness, you won't have it. very simple. so please don't be scared!

iii. how to enter it

there are a lot of ways to enter the void! you can basically leave the 3d through everything you want but of course a few things are easier for the mainstream than others. just try what you like and don't think you have to enter it immediately. i always compare it to speaking a language after a long ass break. it's weird and maybe seems hard, but every day you get more confident and notice how easy it is. that's the exact same with the void. everything is progress because every single thing is one step closer to being comfortable.

the "before state"

a term you guys hear extremely often from me. i came up with it because this was also a misinformation. but wait, what is it?? the so called "before state." it describes the time where you, the awareness, get ready to leave the physical plane. it always happens and especially beginner can feel A LOT there. it is the state where you feel like spinning, floating, falling all at once with tingles, dizziness, and confrusion. some time ago people said that this is the void. it is not. that's, as you already know by now, something that happens before you enter the void. many feel it, some do not and that is completely okay. for most people that actually feel it this intense it get's less and less every time they try. like you get more and more used to the idea of the void state, you know? you mostly witness it when you try to enter it awake or through a physical state. if you think you can not stand it, that's okay, you got enough other ways!

awake

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-before doing anything, ask yourself what you wanna do there? do you wanna chill a bit, manifest something, shift? with the intention or affirmations? if you can answer that you're good to go

-maybe put your phone away really quick to just calm down a bit so you're not full of energy while trying. you could draw something instead?

-lay down in a position where you know that it won't distract you. nothing that hurts or is uncomfortable

-now it helps many (especially when it's your fist attemps) to have a vague "plan". do you wanna visualize? affirm? counting?

-if you wanna relax more you can take a few breaths at the beginning

-after that try to just don't care about your body. don't care about your breath (and DON'T focus on it!!), you can count or start visualizing/affirming till you reach a deep deep relaxed state

-now you'll probably start feeling A LOT. physically and mentally (i don't talk about the itchy-pain feeling, that's just you body). your body will feel like floating, spinning and falling at the same time, you'll be dizzy and "confused". that's okay and totally normal. just stand it, do not fight it*

-if you have trouble affirming while that happen just think about it, it doesn't have to be very specific

-after that you'll feel nothing, absolutely nothing

-then you'll leave the physical plane, you'll just know it because you feel inner peace and happiness and calm

*this is the before state and will most probably get less intense every time you try sleep

you can also enter it with a sleep method! a thing not many people know but that's why we are here, right? just go to bed, now you can do several things

- listen to subliminals

- affirm

- visualize

- have mental conversations about the void

- just set your intention

you can do all, you can do none, just one, whatever you want. it is like the intention for shifting just with the difference that you wanna leavsle the 3d and not change your physical environment. it is the method many people use when they have problems with the before state, don't wanna lay still or have no time for it. you can do it anytime, everywhere. if you focus right now on lucid dreaming? awesome, you can still intend. in fact, the intention is exactly equally progress as when you try it awake. so it's definitely not just a "lazy version"!

other ways

as said, you can leave the physical plane through everything but here are some of your favorites:

- lucid dreaming

you can do it already or practice it right now? awesome! maybe try to enter the void state throught it. once the dream is lucid start to say affirmations, visualize or intend. or whatever you feel called to do

- physical states

you can reach sats easily? the theta state? you meditate or are able to disconnect from your body?use it for the void state if you want. if you can enter one of these and it helps you to disconnect from the physical world, that is really great. do whatever you want to do or ate able to. the same recommended as always, visualization, affirmations, no matter what you like the most

- " is this even real?"

you know the moment when life feels kinda unreal?when you look at the physical world and genuinely question how this can be reality? these are great moments to affirm you are in the void! if it feels unreal, who could proof that you aren't in the void?

- subliminals

got no time or just don't wanna try? there are many good subliminals out there to enter the void state. personally i recommend solars one. just listening to subliminals can also bring you in the void. they send clear commands of what you want to your subconscious mind and it will just say "oh, wanna leave? okay got you sweetie!"

affirmations

- i am pure awareness

- i am pure consciousness

- i am in the void

- i am in the void state

- i leave the physical plane

- i leave the 3d

- i completely disconnect from the 3d

- i can not get influenced by anything physical

- i am just pure awareness

- i have my natural state of mind

- i have my natural power

- i am home

- the void is my home

- i am where i'm supposed to be

- i leave the physical plane behind me

- i leave my body behind me

- i am pure nothing

- i want to leave the physical plane

- i am comfortable with leaving the physical plane

- leaving the physical plane is natural for me

- i am used to leave the physical plane

- i am used to being the void

- the void is my natural place

iv. q & a

just ask anything in the comments and i'll answer it here! or if you want you can take a look at my ask me anything - void state related, there are also a lot different questions!

q: do you feel unconditional love in the void?

a: you could describe it like that. you feel truly happy, at peace, calm, loved, secure, all the positive things you naturally should feel :smile:

q: Hey! Even if I don’t practice it awake and just intent to get into void state and sleep will my body get used to leave the 3D?

a: absolutely!! it's the same amount of progress :smile:

v. outro

this was my post about the void state and the first part of "vanilla explain's" my series where i explain things to you that aren't very common here! if you have wishes and ideas, let me know. please also comment every question you may have about the void state

Sun square Pluto: The Edge of Light and Darkness

⚔️ DISCLAIMER: These are my personal opinions and observations. Do NOT plagiarize my writing or repost on other forms of social media under any circumstances. ⚔️

Mabel Mora from only murders in the building gives off major Plutonian energy. Her entire life has been marked by loss, whether it be the death of close friends, neighbors or the death (pluto) of her father (sun) at seven years old. She seems to best represent the sun square aspect of all the sun-pluto aspects, in my opinion. Squares are difficult elements, and there are several ongoing difficulties and demands. With sun square pluto, there is friction between who you are (sun) and the darkness you carry around inside you (pluto). It feels like an emotional earthquake, as if you are unable to rationalize your actions and feelings since they may be so extreme since that Pluto energy will amplify them. It will make you feel like a villain. Often times the Sun-Pluto individual will look in the mirror and wonder, "Am I even a good person?"

Mabel has flashbacks in the show of the times she spent with her father, how he was dying and how they attempted to keep it from her. Even at such a young age, only seven years old, a part of her knew something was wrong, but she decided it was best to close her eyes and pretend. To flip the puzzle pieces so that she couldn't see the full image clearly. Watching that scene from the couch had me reflecting on my whole life haha.

I have a sun square pluto aspect; coincidentally, my father also died when I was seven years old. Like young Mabel, I remember stepping into the hospital room. He looked so peaceful, like he was sleeping but I knew he was dead. I remember the doctor asking if I wanted to hold his hand one last time, but I just stood there and turned around, hiding my face. Sun-Pluto individuals experience loss at an early age, even if it is not physical death. There is a strong fear of losing control, which could arise from a traumatic experience in childhood, or from a unstable or emotionally charged family background in general.

For a significant chunk of their lives, sun square pluto individuals deny their intensity and dark thoughts. It's a whole mindfuck because these are the individuals who are adept at spotting it in others, picking up on other's habits, seeing what makes them tick, and growing accustomed to chaos and perhaps even attracted to it.

However, the square can feel like someone who is walking too near you (sun), almost touching you, and you have the desperate urge to shove them (Pluto) away. And what happens when you engage in such internal conflict? You self-destruct. You assume the worst of yourself and everyone else around you. You may give up because you believe that everyone already views you negatively. I've said in a previous post that I use to self-sabotage because I always expected shit would go left anyway. I had conditioned myself to continually anticipate that the other shoe would drop. So if I had something good, I would destroy it. And that would satisfy me at the time because it offered me a false sense of control (pluto) over my identity and life (sun).

It felt like, "Now you can never take this from me, because I made it go away all by myself." But then I would just be left all alone, secretly feeling like maybe I deserved that anyway. It may take the Sun-Pluto individual a long time to realize that they are deserving of joy and happiness and that they do not need to restrain or punish themselves. They don't have to hide their art, ideas, or who they are. But for a long time, they do because the uncertainty is terrifying. There is an intense fear of who they are and what they love being used against them.

Mabel is critiqued by the public in the show, labeled a killer "Bloody Mabel," a sociopath. And despite the fact that she is not, her actions reaffirm their perceptions of her. She is always saying, "It's not what you think!" When the sun-pluto individual is constantly scrambling to get themselves together, to "compose" themselves it’s a sign they have not tried to step into their full power yet. Sun-Pluto individuals are rarely entirely satisfied with themselves. They are highly sensitive to criticism and often destroy or hide what they create. I mean Mabel literally painted the most beautiful artwork on her wall in her apartment lmfaooo, her talents (sun) are hidden (pluto) from the world. 

But you do yourself a disservice by concealing your abilities and shrinking yourself. The worst thing you could do for yourself is to admit that you have no control over a situation, that "it is what it is." The worst thing you could do for yourself is to shrug your shoulders and act as though it's normal to rip yourself apart to the point where you no longer recognize yourself.

What an incredible disservice you do to yourself and that infinite potential. Wherever Pluto is in your chart is where you have to refuse to be afraid, it's where you must accept that there will be change. You can't let your subconscious convictions make you cynical or paranoid. Your sun sign and its placement can show you where that effect of self-sabotage is hitting you the hardest. Sun-Pluto people have the power to transform (pluto) the lives of others just by being themselves (sun), through the use of their very own experiences.

Sun-Pluto individuals, you have to accept that you are going to go through a constant state of rebirth, and some people will not understand it. Some people are going to hate it. You may not be everyone's cup of tea, but why give them the gratification of witnessing your self-destruction? Letting go of this tight control you have over yourself, environment and interpersonal relationships is scary and it will feel like a sacrifice. But you will be rewarded for it when you step into your power.

When you stop self-destructing, overcome your paranoia, and let go of the urge to control every element of yourself and how others perceive you, you will be respected for it. Does self-acceptance mean the end of power struggles? No. However, it does imply that you are at least aware that you will rise smarter, stronger, kinder, and better than before every single time. Pluto governs the metaphysical, as well as the darker facets of existence, metamorphosis, and rebirth. With a Sun-Pluto aspect, this becomes an integral part of you. I no longer see this energy in my chart and in my life as a burden. A responsibility, a lesson, a catalyst, but not a burden.

Capricorn Notes♑︎

♑︎ Capricorn Risings looks so professional and classy even if they are wearing a hoodie and sweatpants, something about them look classy. They also look like they have money even if they dont, something about them screams rich and aristocratic

♑︎ If you really want to hurt someone with capricorn placements then you should call them embarrasing or bring up something other people said about them. The worst you could say to them is ”People are talking about you”. Be prepared for payback tho because they dont play around when it comes to reputation, they will make you pay.

♑︎ Capricorn placements might not like to use a lot of slang words because they think it sounds unsofisticated.

♑︎ Capricorn dominants sometimes care too much about image to the point they dont care about their own taste. They might be like ”oooh that carpet would look good in my living room but will other people like it?”

♑︎ Capricorn Venuses might act cold to you infront of others if others dont like you or if you have a bad reputation

♑︎ Capricorn Midheavens are usually well liked and respected. They are seen as classy and wellbehaved.

♑︎ Capricorn Risings can give of an impression of being snobby or like they think they are better than you even if they dont, especially if they are shy.

♑︎ Capricorn Suns who have a Scorpio Venus can have a hard time because capricorn wants to be liked and to hang with the popular people but scorpio Venus dont want to care about that, they want to be with who they like and find genuine and real despite of reputation. Scorpio Venus also feels empathy for the ”outcasts” while capricorns might look down on the outcasts.

♑︎ Capricorn Risings might have a lot of problems with their skin but with their bone structure who the hell cares

♑︎ The way Capricorn Venuses act around people who have high status is so fun to watch

♑︎ Capricorn Moon most likely started working early.

♑︎ The way capricorn risings look at you when you are being loud in public, they really look disgusted😂

♑︎ Lilith in Capricorn can be obsessed with brand name clothes and cars.

♑︎ One thing I love about capricorn dominants is that they dont have innapropriate humor.

I HATE inapropriate jokes with my soul. Im not talking about sex jokes im talking about homophobic, misogynistic and jokes about minorities. There is nothing that makes me lose respect for someone as fast as when someone make these kind of jokes and I cant look at the person the same way.

I dont think humor should be on other peoples expense and most capricorns Ive met agree with me.

♑︎ Capricorn Moons are really good at saving money.

♑︎ Capricorn Mars people can be really stoic when mad.

♑︎ Capricorn Midheaven in the composite chart makes the couple care a lot about their image but most times people will see trough this facade. Couples with this from what Ive seen can have a lot of aggression towards eachother bc of their composite rising being aries and others will see this.