”pdf File” “unalived” “grape” “corn” What If I Killed Myself Right Here Right Now

Anyways - I’m still just kinda testing the waters and figuring out where to go from here. I know I need to detransition, bc of health concerns and ALSO bc of the fact that I’m realizing that I am just. A GNC lesbian with severe internalized sexism and homophonia, getting groomed by TiMs for literal YEARS and ‘transitioned’ at 15 also didn’t help!

If anybody has any resources (?) abt detransition, leaving cults behind, radical feminism, or gender-critical focused, PLEASE let me know! I’m feeling pretty lost and isolated rn, especially since my own former ‘community’ shunned me for having regrets. But I guess it is what it is.

i can’t tell anyone online that i’m detrans otherwise i get the same old bullshit of “have you considered being nonbinary??? genderfluid???”

like no, i’m just a woman in a world built for men. it’s crazy what the influence of the patriarchy & misogyny can do to you even as a child.

gendies and their long ass word transandrophobia or whatever…lol no that’s just misogyny. nah trans men aren’t more hated for whatever reason at the end of the day your community knows exactlyyy who to be awful too (hint: it’s cause they still know you’re a female!)

I yet again ask you gyns to try and use "tim" and "tif".

I see "trans man" and "trans woman" slipped into our collective vocabulary and was uncritically adopted. That's not good at all.

“Doctors are human and fallible so that means that people should be allowed to just claim to have whatever illness they want if they feel like it!”

“The past doesn’t need you anymore. Your future does.”

— Unknown

Getting the "girls can do anything and still be a girl" talk is like being handed a sword. Being told “maybe you’re a boy” when you stray from the mold? That’s a cage.

One says: you’re real.

The other says: you’re wrong.

You were never wrong. You were always you. And anyone who tried to un-girl you for not being soft enough, quiet enough, pink enough? They were scared of a girl who didn’t need permission to exist.

You didn’t need to change. The world needs to catch up.

You know that feeling when you spread your wings like you've been grounded forever, feathers tangled in the wires of their expectations and suddenly, the wind catches you? The air’s not heavy anymore, it's freedom.They tell you you're too wild for a cage, that you should be smaller, quieter, tamer. But they don’t understand you’ve always been meant to fly. Maybe you haven't even figured out your full wingspan yet, but every time you stretch, you feel the sky, vast and endless, waiting.

You were never meant to stay in the nest they built for you. The moment you left, you started becoming the bird you were always supposed to be. They can keep their cages. You’ll keep your flight.

Or something like that, I like birds....

“empaths” are THE stupidest fucks on the planet. not to mention the ableism lol

actually it is not “banning trans people from sports,” it is enforcing the well known fact that women’s sports are for women (female people).

tired of seeing this twisting of the truth in every headline. no one is “banned from sports.” be honest for once