honestly it’s almost like our generation is set up to be lonelier & more anxious & more insane like imagine already being 20/30-something, the period of your life where you’re expected to be “at your prime”, in the middle of a climate crisis and a pandemic, under late-stage capitalism’s celebrity culture that conditions you to be as likeable & “marketable” as possible, where it seems like every lived experience should be watchable/profitable. & you look at the future you’re supposed to be working hard for & all you see is climate catastrophe meanwhile you scroll down a little & see a skin care ad that’s like “fight aging”. i haven’t said anything here that hasn’t already been said by someone else, but imagine being 20/30-something & normal
“Her şeyin sonunda insanın kalbi kırılır. Mühim olan o sona kadar neler yaşadığınız.”
— Nadide Hayat
Life is short, the world is wide. I want to make some memories.
This photo makes me extremely happy wtf !
Dearest Cecilia, the story can resume. The one I had been planning on that evening walk. I can become again the man who once crossed the surrey park at dusk, in my best suit, swaggering on the promise of life. The man who, with the clarity of passion, made love to you in the library. The story can resume. I will return. Find you, love you, marry you and live without shame.
JAMES MCAVOY as Robbie Turner in ATONEMENT (2007) dir. Joe Wright
i think daisy was just very unexpected for billy. DAISY JONES & THE SIX BY TAYLOR JENKINS REID
LOVE THIS SCENEEE
the youngblood intro harmonies >>>>>
[The Love Hypothesis, by: Ali Hazelwood, aesthetic]
"carry yourself with the confidence of a mediocre white man."
"I wish you could see yourself the way I see you."
"You can fall in love: someone will catch you."
"You kiss him and next thing you know he's saving your ass and he's buying you scones and calling you a smart-ass in a weirdly affectionate tone"
"She would have loved to run to the edge of campus and scream into the void until modern civilization collapsed, but that wasn’t exactly a pressing matter."
"God, she had forced a married man, a father, to kiss her. Now people thought that he was having an affair. His wife was probably crying into her pillow. His kids would grow up with horrible daddy issues and become serial killers."
"his calm acceptance of her anxiety relaxed her"
“Öyle bir zamanda gel ki vazgeçmek mümkün olmasın. Ellerimde koparmaya çalıştığım zincirlerden kalma yara izler Yeni yeni iyleşmeye yüz tutmuş olsun. Gözlerimde öyle bir karanlık olsun ki, gören kör oldum sansın. Yanaklarım kurumuş olsun göz yaşlarımdan, dudaklarımsa çatlak çatlak. Öyle bir zamanda gel ki vazgeçmek mümkün olmasın. Belki bin tane aşktan geçmiş olayım ve hiç biri olmasın gözümde. Hiç biri tamamlayamamış olsun cümlelerimi, Hiç biri bağlayamamış olsun geceyi sabaha, Hiç birinin gülüşünün her anı senin kadar aklıma işlenmemiş olsun, Hiç birinin hayali en güzel haliyle barınmamış olsun beynimde, Hiç birinin izi kalmamış olsun bedenimde. Öyle bir zamanda gel ki vazgeçmek mümkün olmasın. Sessizce ağladığım anları kimse çığlık çığlığa hıçkırıklara dönüştürememiş olsun. Ellerim kimsenin üzerinde eriyip gitmemiş olsun, gezinse bile. Dudaklarım senin adını söylerkenki gibi kıvrılmamış olsun hiç bi ad'a yeterince. Yerine koymaya çalıştığım her beden yol olup gitmiş olsun kumlar aktıkça tane tane. Unuttuğumu sandığım, vazgeçtiğimi sandığım, sevmediğimi sandığım öyle bir zamanda gel ki Yerçekimine karşı koysun damarlarımda beni yaşatan her zerre. Öyle bir zamanda gel ki vazgeçmek mümkün olmasın… You should come at a time that makes it impossible to not come. Let the scars on my hands from the shackles I tried to break off begin to recently heal. Let there be such darkness in my eyes, let whoever looks should think I’m blind. Let my cheeks dry up from my tears, my lips cracked. You should come at a time that makes it impossible to not come. Let me pass through a thousand loves and think of none. Let none complete my sentences, Let none bring night to day, Let none’s smile’s each second be engraved in my mind as yours, Let none’s dream be kept in my mind beautifully, Let none’s trace be left on my body. You should come at a time that makes it impossible to not come. Let no one turn moments of my cries into screaming sobs. Let my hands melt on no one’s even if they go around. Let my lips twist enough with no one’s name as I say your name. Let each body I try to replace go on a path with the sand flowing one by one. You should come in weather that I thought I forgot, that I gave up, that I didn’t love Let each particle keeping me alive in my veins resist gravity. You should come at a time that makes it impossible to not come…”
— inspired by Orhan Veli, recited by Caglar Ertugrul in “Fazilet Hanim ve Kizlari.” Trans. Nalan Erbil.