The Overwhelming Feeling Of Sadness Sometimes When Someone Treats Me With Kindness

the overwhelming feeling of sadness sometimes when someone treats me with kindness

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9 months ago

I hope you heal from that thing you didn’t think was a big deal but slowly impacted your life significantly.

1 year ago

just a girl in her room trying to forgive herself

1 year ago

The fact that I was listening to Arjit Singh last night and texted my bestie "I am in love, no idea with whom"

That lyric "tu lage mujhe pehli barish ki Dua" (You seem like the prayer of first rain to me). Idk much about Hinduism (my bad) but in Islam we have this thing that rain is a form of mercy so whatever you pray for, you get it when it rains. So like he is singing that she is his first prayer whenever it rains.

I will stop ranting now. 😭

lil bro's okay, but grandfather's not so good. it's still stable, but they're talking about travelling down west it's cooler, but it's gonna be costly oof. lil bro has scool in like 4 days, and it's likely they'll put out a circular to postpone school openings.

anyways have i mentioned i hate taylor swift? because i do so badly. one of my mutuals reblogged a "fav song" post with a taylor swift song and i got a papercut, she's bad luck see proved.

gooooooddd im so sick of all these edits with her lyrics. fandoms are polluted with her word and all these super cool gifs so talented and then i see her words "who else decode you" and i feel like throwing my laptop im so so so so sick of her and her brand of sickening white conservative "feminism".

i'm thankful she doesn't come to india i don't think i can handle the cooties. the other desi anon saying upper middle class girls liked her? totally true. i moved schools to like a richer more renowned one and i started hearing about her way more than i ever needed to.

anyways if you ever need recs to hindi songs, do let me know! i promise you every single lyric arjit singh has ever sung has contained more romanticism, more poetry that the entirety of her 30 albums and 900 copy paste songs, and that's after you translate it in english using google translate (bad translator for hindi).

I’m so sorry to hear that about your grandfather. I hope your family will find a way to travel west without it hurting financially. Also, your brother has school? In the U.S. this is around the time the school year ends. Is this the beginning of the school year or is this resuming school?

Right! Fandom is totally ruined because of Swifties. The only music they use in edits are hers and completely bulldoze any conversation when it comes to Taylor Swift, saying their faves would be swifties, no matter how OOC it is for the character. Like the “Hobie Brown is secretly a swiftie” post. HE WOULD NOT BE A SWIFTIE! Hobie is a fucking radical punk! He is the ANTITHESIS OF A SWIFTIE!

(Also-I was so confused by the “I got a papercut see bad luck proved,” because I genuinely thought that was a song title of hers. Her songwriting is just that bad.)

This is so damning, the correlation of wealth and Desi Swifties. This is what it’s like in the U.S. too but it’s crossed over with racial politics too. But generally richer = more likely to be a Swiftie. At least this is like anecdotal proof now rather than conjecture that I was accused of by other people.

Please send in the recs! I love expanding my music taste and from my limited exposure to Bollywood films, their soundtracks are always so fucking fire!

1 year ago

The fact that I am thinking about wearing Niqab from now onwards but was confused about whether I should do it or not and then came across this

You Will Not Find A Single Hadith, Even A Weak One, Describing How Aisha رضي الله عنها Looked.

You will not find a single Hadith, even a weak one, describing how Aisha رضي الله عنها looked.

This is how careful the Sahabah and Muslims were, about letting someone even imagine what their women looked like.

And now, men post pictures of their own wives and daughters. Or women post themselves online to thousands of strangers. How far we have strayed...

"If the Sahabiyat wore Niqab in an era when modesty and chastity were exceedingly high, why neglect it in times of blazing fitnah today."

1 year ago

Have you ever experienced seeing your dream broken in front of your eyes and not being able to do anything about it? Have you ever thought about living in a tent in a cold and unclean ocean, sleeping on the sand, without a bathroom or water? Have you thought about living in a place where you can’t meet your family’s basic needs and feel helpless about it?

I am Shahd from the southern Gaza Strip. All my life, I have been building a life for me and my family. It persisted in a good future, when the war in Gaza began on October 7, 2023. We were in extreme fear during the displacement, and found ourselves in an insufficient small tent. Despite the lack of safety, food, clean water and the spread of diseases, we had to live this difficult life under bombardment, knowing that at any moment, my family and I could lose our lives

My whole life has been scattered, and I am extremely frustrated and sad by the ongoing genocide I witness every day

Do you understand what it means to be in a situation where you have been displaced over and over again, just to reach the only supposed safe area that I ordered you to go to by a much stronger force than you as an unarmed civilian, just to be told that you can’t be there anymore? After you lose everything, like your home, your memories, your friends, your family and loved ones, your job, and everything you have worked hard to achieve...

Amid these hardships, I see a glimmer of hope, because I haven’t given up yet.

If you know of any organizations, associations or entrepreneurs who support and fund projects, please do not hesitate to share my association with them.

They can also contact me directly.

I know that the path to success after destruction can be difficult, but with your help and support for me and my family

Shares

1 year ago

Pip and Ravi

Fuck sex, let's solve murder mysteries together.

1 year ago

Being fighters against oppressive systems is cool until it's a white blond billionaire who doesn't utter a word about the genocide happening in maybe the recent longest geo-religious-political conflict ever that her country (she proudly represents) funding it. Oh and we might hurt her feelings for that because she just went through a breakup with a racist. Oh and she doesn't need to speak up about anything it's not her job, but commenting on a tiktok to disprove pregnancy rumors is so feminist and really shows how people need to stop commenting on women's bodies! It's serious matter.

1 year ago

And Israel

dushmanejaan
1 year ago

کرو کج جبیں پہ سر کفن مرے قاتلوں کو گماں نہ ہو

کہ غرورِ عشق کا بانکپن پسِ مرگ ہم نے بھلا دیا

~فیض احمد فیض

HOW CAN SOMEONE EVEN COME UP WITH SOMETHING THIS GENIUS. A STRAIGHT PUNCH TO THE GUT.

کرو کج جبیں پہ سر کفن مرے قاتلوں کو گماں نہ ہو

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