Big Q With A Ponytail

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Grief means you cared.

I’ve been catching up with qsmp lore lately. Some of my thoughts so far

Who are you?

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And even though I didn't watch Tommy's stream, I do need to say.

I don't regret a single moment of loving that ridiculous Minecraft RP.

I don't regret the arguments, the meta, the unhinged late night posting about c!Wilbur, the friends made or art reblogged and animatics watched over and over. I don't regret caring intensely and being snarky on main about the shit I didn't like or being bitter about how it all ended.

I loved the community. I loved how, because of the nature of the flawed and messy media we were consuming, we made the story better. I love how we tied things together and gave it a coherency that the actual CC's only wish they could have achieved. I love how some CC's were delighted by the threads we found and story meanings we discovered. I loved watching my favorite CC be giant dork on main about his Minecraft OC because I was just as big of a dork over it.

I love the stories our fanfic writers created with those characters and themes and ideas that they were given. I still love reading those stories.

I will continue to love the things the fandom produces even if it's not content I'm actively consuming -- because that's the beauty of fandom. It doesn't matter that the server is gone, that it ended in a way that left an unpleasant impression, or what was left unsaid or incomplete. The community continues to preserve and elaborate on everything that was fun and unique and loved about that RP.

Preparing for sleep

enjoy the island!❤

DIA PERFEITO.

my soul can’t bear to be without yours.