Hopperbopper - Kane

NON-freaks dni. This is a freaks only zone

I swing both ways and miss every. God. Damned. Time.

Grr

That feeling of self doubt when you think you've figured somthing out about yourself but you don't fit what's expected.

Th feeling of hiding in plain site from everyone. Those who would understand and the others that could never.

I tell myself it's fine if I'm wrong it can't hurt anyone. But itcan. If I lied you suffered the effort I'm putting abd have put to rebuild the unstable walls of our friendship will crumble again.

And I can't lose you.

Is it wrong to say I miss you. That I miss the way out bodies fit together like the puzzles my grandma tirelessly works on.

That I miss your little smiles when I said something stupid and made of fool of myself.

Your hair draping over my shoulder at lunch your stomach pressed against my back.

But that's not fair. You aren't mine and as much as I want to be I'm not yours. I told you I couldn't l9ve you. I told you I would never love anyone. I told you I was wrong. I don't want to do that again.

told my girlfriend that if she proposes i want a secondhand wedding ring. i explained i don't want to contribute to a vanity-based industry like diamond mining, and that it would be important to me to continue marriage traditions in a way that causes minimal environmental and personal harm. she asked me if i was just trying to roll the dice on obtaining a haunted object, and i told her i can want two things.

DON’T kill yourself 🫵

N E V E R kill yourself 🫵

because there is SOMEONE

OUT THERE

who wants you dead

do you want to give them the SATISFACTION??

to you want them to feel JOY???

NO 🫵

so you STAY alive you cutie patootie <333

you SEXY bitch 💅

DON’T let them win 🫵

I've always liked the quote "I'm bi that means I'm attracted to men but I'll do whatever a woman tells me to" solidly my life rn.

"likes mean nothing on tumblr" you're sending me a little heart. that's not nothing it's your heart. look here's one for you <3

i saw white terry jr. for the first time and i.. i dont even. isnt he canonically not white? like... that white washes in the fandom is crazy. like lark and sparrow arent white either but i see them drwn wite quite a bit. idk its fine just scared me.

I think my hip is swolen. It feels inflamed anyways. And ow im just laying dow jesus.

We heart cronic pain.