STAY SAFE EVERYONE I LOVE YALLLL💋💋💋

Why do people comment on my body? Like bro I know I’m fat I’m trying to change that since I was like 9💀 My dad once told me that my thighs are so big and now I hate them sm and I’m trying to cover them everyday cuz the fat and these scars and just ew ew ewwww😭Btw I relapsed to sh but it’s nothing new actually. I knew that this is gonna happen cuz I’m relapsing every single fucking time. I just wanna die. I’m tired of feeling this way but at the same time I wanna get even worse so everyone can see that I’m really struggling. I can’t be sick when I don’t look sick right? Maybe I’m just pretending and I don’t have ed or I’m not struggling with staying alive. Maybe that’s all a fucking lie for attention (I don’t get any attention btw). I wish I could talk to someone abt it but they’re gonna check me everyday and I don’t want it. I don’t want help. I don’t need help. I just wish someone finally see that I’m struggling really bad and I want people to stop thinking my life is so perfect. I hate every single thing abt myself. I have no friends and nobody actually likes me. Sad but true ig.

STAY SAFE EVERYONE I LOVE YALLLL💋💋💋