10000 Steps Isn't Enough. I Need To Walk Around My Room In Circles For Hours After Every Meal, Listening

i love art dont get me wrong but i just went to a modern contemporary art museum and genuinely it was one of the most unmoving things ever.

i only enjoyed the nature walk and very few pieces of artwork, other than that i genuinely felt nothing.

too many big canvases with basically meaningless paint splatters and toilet imagery for me personally.

i know the whole point of contemplate art is the thought behind it and how it makes you feel as the viewer—the art itself is within our thoughts and emotions but most of the art felt soulless and made me feel nothing.

the most i felt during the entire experience was being annoyed that i didn’t get some big revelation—some enlightening eye opening experience how seemingly everyone around me does for modern contemporary art.

i understand there is soul and effort behind some of these pieces but i just can’t get myself to feel anything.

literally most of the art gave me the same emptiness i get when I see ai art.

i want to like it, i want to like it in an era where stealing others art and calling it “ai art” is a thing!

but i just don’t.

perhaps im just not deep enough to understand the appeal behind it or something.

perhaps it’s surface level of me to only like art that has clear narrative themes to it, that has an aesthetic appeal that anyone can see it had more than 20 minutes of effort put in.

at least the walking in nature was fun, plus it was like 5 miles of walking so i got my steps in.

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.⋆｡⋆ dont give up. think of how pretty you’ll look in photos; when your friends take photos of all of you hanging out at a café or in the mall— everyone will see how beautiful you are. when your family members ask for photos of you for the holidays, they will see how pretty you are. ༶⋆˙⊹

windows open—it’s mourning dove season

do it because you want to be the skinniest boy in the room. ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

be the skinniest girl in the room ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

Do it for the compliments

Fot the looks

For the clothes

For the praise

For the feeling

For the power

"Bro im not even disordered like im so totally okay" i say as i scroll on ed tumblr

Seeing collarbones ♡

Seeing hipbones ♡ ♡

Seeing ribs ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

SEEING CHEST BONES ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡