Does It Ever Make You Dysphoric That Like, You Understand Language. I Can Write And Read And Speak It

hyena therian culture is wanting to bite someone you hate. also the desire to eat tons of meat.

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Somtimes goes howl, sometimes i growl, but mostly i heheheehehehehehehehehhehe like a foul

I feel guilt wihen i hear the "you don't choose to be a therian, it's involuntary" thing because nowadays i am a therian, i experience shifts and genuinely identify as my theriotype, but in the beggining it felt a lot like a choice to me. I always had a special connection to this animal but i kinda just decided to look into the therian community more closely one day after hearing so much about it and... it has helped me so much, not only with the therian related stuff but with life in general, but i came to this place out of curiosity, not out of an immediate "oh that's me! I identify as an animal just like these people!". I feel like i don't belong and that people would be very angry at me if they knew.

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MY 0C!! ^○^

Sh3z g0nna turn 1nto a k3ychain (not 4 merchz) s00n, im z0 excit3dz!!!! >////< anywayz h3r n4me is S0L4R :3

beautifully clear nights remind me of home

one day, I will return.

Guys so tommorow i will do a research about space, trees and hyenas!! I really want to know more about myself all in diferent formz ^_^

Hyena pics that closely resembles me

Little rant (maybe)

I noticed that i felt shifts way more often this month. No matter what place or situation i'm in, I can feel my tail, occasionally my round ears, and my snout. My animalistic urges like eating straight from my mouth also likes to kick in. I do so by putting the food on my "paw" and gently eating it while tilting my head mimicking an animal. Utensils dont really do me a favor while feasting.

I enjoy being under the sunlight because i depict it as a "photosyntesis" kind of stuff.

I remember when I was swimming yesterday, the feeling of receiving some sort of energy from sunlight gives me a lot of euphoria especially when im just standing. But when i am actually swimming inside the pool, I feel my hyena body parts. Im pretty much free being in the water because even though i swim like a baby being thrown inside, nobody commented about it.

Maybe i have shifts as a hyena AND a tree. For the space kin?? Not yet.. or.. I do feel like emiting an energy from me but idk if that even counts

Also it has been a year since i have awakened as a hyena therian!! Yipee!!! (I dont remember when but i remembered it was last year lol)

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