This is based on an actual event from very very early in our marriage, long before my wife cuckolded me. I had told my wife about my cuckold fantasies and we had talked about them during foreplay, but that was as far as we had gone. One night during foreplay I asked her who she thought was hot and she admitted she thought the trainer was and for the next several weeks after that I could not stop thinking about her and him together. I kept bringing it up and letting her know that I would be "ok" with her doing something with him. She would usually just laugh and say something like "oh I am sure you would be more than just ok with it". I even went so far as to buy her some personal training sessions with him. Nothing ever did happen between them, but I sure wanted it to.
I crave being her cuck, but I couldn’t come back from some of the things I’ve done regardless
I bet she's right.
supervised masturbation is the sexiest thing this beta can hope for...