Sometimes I Sit And Wonder How The Part Of The Phandom That Is Particularly In The Emo Trinity Trenches

being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways

So guess who came out to their counselor/therapist lady today like 10 minutes before my session was over :D I'm so silly. She was mid-Starbucks-sip when I was like, "Oh yeah, I'm probably not straight", and she paused and was like, "What?" while trying not to choke on her Starbucks it was great. I spent those remaining 10 minutes explaining and she was like, "You need to stop dropping bombs when we're about to finish 😭". I luv her so much.

Thank you @danielhowell and @amazingphil for being the ones that I blamed when she asked how I realized this, the coming out videos literally gave me that clarity that was like, "Shit, it was not a phase". Specifically, Dan talking about the word queer and fuck labels was great because I was like, "OH MY GOD WAIT THAT'S LITERALLY ME hold up."

Also thank you to Petekey and Fall Out Boy, because I also blamed Bang The Doldrums on my realization. It was great because I had to explain the whole concept of Petekey to her in like 30 seconds

Lmao that was both stress inducing and hilarious. Technically I think my bio said it first so Tumblr was the first place I came out? Good job y'all, my counselor was the third person I told.

not my usual posts about band twinks but help me I just watched "But I'm A Cheerleader" for the first time i'm quaking Graham Eaton 🤤 how the fuck have I ever been able to convince myself that maybe i'm just confused ma'am I am QUEER and the movie was great

reblog to give warm bread to your mutuals

Phil's transaction history on June 11th:

OKAY SOME ACTUAL ANGEL ON YOUTUBE UPLOADED THE WHOLE ALBUM THANK GOD AND OMG I'M DYING IT'S SO AHHH I'M HEARING THINGS THAT I COULDN'T HEAR BEFORE I AM SHAKINGGGGGGGGG SPECIFICALLY THIS ONE PART IN I'M NOT OKAY WHICH I COULD ONLY EVER HEAR WHEN I SANG THE SONG ON ROCK BAND 3 AND I'M LOSING MY SHIT OH M GOD THEY ADDED THE TRANSITION FOR GHOST OF YOU RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

you guys tabinof is available at my local public library wtf i'm literally going to the library now

which one of u was going to tell me that tea tastes different if u put it in hot water?

🌷 a flower for anyone having a bad day today. i love you

Im sorry but it is so funny how people outside of tumblr view us. Like why are the tiktokers treating tumblr like some professional ass website you need to do extensive prep before you begin posting on. And the follower farming advice is so fucking funny to me when this is the website where people actively hate getting new followers