If I'm Not 11 Or 25 Than I've Failed This Blog

Something something Apollo and Meg get trapped in her mental space and she gets overwhelmed by her father's death all over again. Suddenly in the mind space, black grief water begins to flood in. Meg is frozen. Apollo struggling desperately to keep Meg above the water as he tries to tell her not to give up swimming, while drowning himself cause he's under lifting Meg up. Him yelling and sputtering over the waves that she has to keep swimming, and that he knows the loss feels endless, and like the end of everything, but to trust him when he says it can get better.

Him slowly starting to black out as he drinks in more dark fluid than air. Admist the darkness he sees flashes of his own grief filled memories, and he wants to give up, but he refuses, because even if he's not worth it, Meg is, she needs to live.

Something something Meg recovering from the shock and pulling him up as well.

Then the water drains away and then they wake up.

OKAY TUMBLR. IT'S TIME TO SETTLE THIS ONCE AND FOR ALL.

Reblog this if you pronounce “.gif” as “GIF.”

NOT JIF,

GIF.

And here is the link for the opposite.

WE SHALL SEE WHICH ONE PREVAILS.

I want a will pov in the new book not because I want him to simp on nico,(no offence to him) I just don't want will to be reduced to an emotional support bf.

I want a will pov because I want to see what it's like not being a typical warrior-hero.

I want to see the story from the eyes of someone who's always been in the sidelines but is suddenly pushed to be one of the main characters.

I want to know how a guy who's not your typical fighter will survive in tartarus

I want to know how all the responsibilities of being a counselor and head medic eats him away and how he has to always bottle up his emotions for others.

I want to know about his relationship with Lee and Micheal and how survivor's guilt affected him.

I want to know more about Naomi and his relationship with her.

I want to know more about his insecurities and how he feels like he's not good enough.

I want to know the trauma that comes with being a war medic at 12.

I want to know what its like watching your friends and siblings die right infront of you.

I wanna know how he copes with all the gore he had to see since he was a small kid

I want to know the story of a boy who was forced to grow up very quickly.

I wanna know more about his skills and talents.

I want to know how caring, kind, lighthearted and easygoing, hard headed and badass he is.

I want know his likes and dislikes.

I want to know his personality.

I wanna know his backstory.

I wanna know him.

I will be very pissed if will is portrayed just as a part of a relationship in the new book.

once again asking all my followers how many followers you have! i wanna know if i'm right about the amount you have lol

Pov: Blue's dragging [insert ship partner/emotional support idiot of choice here] through the apocalypse. (please ignore the hand it was already too late to change by the time I noticed it lol)

Bloody/grimyrendered version under the cut

I had a dream about a little pale demon-looking boy who had a faint glow about him that made him sparkle in sunlight and made him easy to see at night. He helped out on my mom's permaculture farm by taking care of the ducks (irl there are only 6 at the moment, but in the dream there were 20 or 25), taking them down to the river and back up to do their job acting as a environmentally-safe pesticide for the crops.

He was so assiduous about his job that at one point- when a big truck was driving through and didn't seem to notice/care about the ducks in the road and was gonna run them all over -the kid rammed a car like a fucking goat to protect them, and gently explained (through writing because he was mute), to "please watch out for the ducks and sorry about your car I'll fix the dent in it."

People put a "ducks crossing" signs along the side of the road to mark where on the road between the river and driveway to the permaculture farm he would travel almost daily with the ducks. To prevent future accidents.

He was the cutest little duck shepherd he even had a little spiraly crooked staff that he used to give the ducks a boost if they needed one while walking up the hill and would use to to heard them in the right direction. He even had a whistle that would call them over to him and a whistle that he used to say "danger, don't walk further!" and he didn't even work for money, just head pats and homemade bread. He lived in the little play-shack we have on the hill and helped mom with farm-chores but was scared of the dogs because they were big and he was worried they would thing his tail was a play-thing and bite it.

... I'm gonna draw him. I need more people to see this cute little pale moonlit baby that took on a car just fine but is scared to take on a dog.

my little sister is playing wind waker and I might just live-blog her considering I have to read what everything is saying for her anyways.

14 questions came from here:

https://volstagging-with-fandral-blog.tumblr.com/post/93350341309/100-character-development-questions

Part 2 on the way!

It is done (enough)!

I would hype it up more but this is really really simple. It randomly generates a set of symbols, colors, and a word, and then the expected thing to do with those is you draw some sort of character based off the result you get. So it's just an art challenge toy thingy.

There are also some practical features like you can lock parts of the result in place to rerandomize the rest, or hide parts of the generation you don't care about (like if you want to pick your own colors or hate the words being there)

You can try it out over on itch.io!

It should run in browser, but there's also a downloadable version for Windows if you want to use it offline. (No mac/linux versions for now, because I don't have appropriate computers to test those on and I...don't want to deal with mac's developer accounts or whatever their problem is...)

Here's something I made from one of the results I got for the sake of example:

(It's a bit of a rushed drawing sorry I just wanted to get the actual generator out there)

I hope everyone has fun with it :]

late summer times