I AM.

you can definitely doom scroll and still have your desires. it's just about whether or not you know you have them. you don't need to lock in on something you already have. unless y'all wake up and remind yourselves you know how to read before someone sends you a text just to be safe.

TROPICAL PARADISEㄑthings to script

⟢ water pollution doesn’t exist

⟢ people don’t throw plastics / garbage in the ocean

⟢ light pollution doesn’t exist

⟢ no species of sea animals are ever endangered / go extinct

⟢ the water is very clear / doesn’t hurt human’s eyes

⟢ coral reef still has its color

⟢ animals are not held captive in zoo parks and are within their natural habitat but people are still able to see them in real-life without any danger occurring

⟢ the grass is always green naturally

⟢ beaches are never polluted

⟢ animals are never getting hunted down

⟢ the oceans are never tainted

⟢ all supermarket fruits are organic and are sold for a good price

⟢ there are way more beautiful nations with rich cultures and traditions that cannot be tainted or harmed by war, colonization, etc.

⟢ humans are actively beneficial to the earth

my old friend group

my old account

my old phone

REVISED

s/o motivation (part II)

seeing their eyes light up the second they see you

them cooking (or trying to) their favorite food for you

them talking as fast as they can when you mention one of their interests

dancing in your kitchen together

kissing the bridge of their nose and they laugh

just being the reason they smile and laugh

them stuttering when you walk into a room

wearing their clothes, them complaining about it, but in reality they love it 

them trying to do something by themselves, but then you help them and you look to see them watching you with pure admiration on their face

being each other’s wallpapers

them messing with your hair to help you fall asleep

them never being able to stop talking about you (you’re the same way)

being as weird as possible with each other without feeling embarrassed 

them moving your hair aside to put your necklace on

sharing earbuds

listening to the same songs at the same time while apart

them smiling to themselves but trying not to move when you fall asleep on them

them pulling you into their arms

them not being able to contain their excitement when you open a gift from them 

you not being able to contain your excitement when they open a gift from you 

them tucking your hair behind your ear (vice versa)

tracing the features of their face and they lean into your touch

every time they kiss you it feels like the first time

them holding you hand in the car before an event and fidgeting with your rings

going to look at them but they’re already looking at you

walking together and accidentally bumping each other because you guys can’t walk straight

turning over in bed and they reach their arms out to you and move closer 

them sleeping on your chest listening to your heartbeat

watching a movie and they fall asleep before you, even though they claimed they weren’t tired

you thinking your unloveable but they love you like it’s breathing air 

them being mad but they will never raise their voice or take it out on you 

them randomly smacking you with a pillow because they want attention

not only are they there for you but you’re there for them, when they’re sad and feel as if the weight of the world is falling on them, you get to hold them and tell them you’ll always be there for them 

being loved and in love.

this life has found me

how life's been feeling ever since I started assuming in my favour. I've been making genuine, cool friends, getting everything I want, experiencing cool shit, body is so tea and I no longer live in the past, I feel so free 𓏲˚ ۪

okay I have two shifting stories for you guys.

in 2018, I would daydream about s/o DR a lot. one specific person. I was in love with him in CR, was not sure about him. in the DR daydream he said something to me that I longed to hear. I made that shift in 2021's beginning!

I had a lot of insecurity about not making people laugh. I worked very hard to be funny, but it wasn't enough. I began daydreaming about the DR about making more people laugh, specific people who I admired. I shifted to this DR in a year or less.

if I shift to my DR, I won't come back

Literally just take some time to ingrain the basics into your head

I always manifest instantly

Manifestation is always instant

I always get what I want

Circumstances never matter

I create everything I experience

Manifestation will become so much easier after this

in all infinities, I am yours.