This Is Where My Life Is At This Point 😔

God im so selfish, maybe if i had stayed, if that coin flip had failed, both of them would be okay.

I could have stayed.

I've done it before

Staying for the greater good even though I was hurting.

I should have stayed, then I'd be the only one hurting. Nobody knew because I was masking.

at least not only to me

i'm sorry to everyone involved i hope you know

Why does it feel like with every relationship, romantic, platonic, whatever, they’ve always already got one foot out the door?

Jarvis, search "how to avoid an obsessive yandere who wants to hurt me and my friends"

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

reblog if ur doomed by the narrative

Sometimes I feel like crying and curling up and crying more but I know if I let it out it’ll worry people and I still have energy to keep going.

I’m fine everyone I’ll be alright!

I just need to find a period of time to be alone while I break down!

I can’t afford to break down in front of you right now, and if I break down at home my mom will bother me about it.

All I can do is listen to opal! “You’re strong, I know you are!”

I’ll stay strong for all of you! I have time to rest when I’m alone!

I don't blame you for saying no.

I understand.

the person I was wouldn't have been good for you

“I want to strangle them all. I dont want you to ever feel that pain again. This world is so evil to the sweetest of souls.”

What

What

WHAT

She’s obsessive

I’m so conflicted

Ch almost died today but he made it through the surgery. I’m so glad he’s still alive.

He’s a great person