Me Rn 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️idk Likeeeeee Idk How To Hide Scars And Stuff I Just Dont Care Anymore👽👽

me rn 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️idk likeeeeee idk how to hide scars and stuff i just dont care anymore👽👽

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jiraikuromi

3 months ago

my another poem! My friend said I should post them but I'm scared because they are shitty asf anyways enjoy

Onion

An onion has layers, so many to peel,

but strip them too fast, and there's nothing to feel.

You can try to stack them, shove them inside,

but stripped of its soul, it cannot survive.

Does it burn? Do your eyes start to weep?

Do you see your mistakes, all buried so deep?

Or do you pretend, repaint the sky,

hiding the cracks with a colorful lie?

Forgiveness is hard when darkness remains,

when trust is just shadows and love leaves a stain.

Loneliness lingers, it pulls me back,

without you, I’d fall through the endless black.

A film-like romance, yet we’re just the cast,

acting for nothing, pretending to last.

Is this performance worthy of pride?

Or just a lie with nowhere to hide?

For you, it’s over, but I can't let go,

you broke me apart, then built me up slow.

I see you as savior, yet also my curse—

my healer, my ruiner, for better, for worse.

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jiraikuromi

4 months ago

I just ate....i feel so disgusting i want to go throw up..i didnt take my antidepressants today so ehhhhh

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jiraikuromi

4 months ago

Felt pretty.. basic outfit but idc

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jiraikuromi

4 months ago

Real

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jiraikuromi

2 months ago

BRRUUUH

HAHA NOT ME CVTTING MYSELF AFTER POSTING HOW WONT DO IT💀

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jiraikuromi

1 month ago

🕊️❤️ LOVE U REITA

i can't believe hes not here anymore...He was a legend and an amazing person...miss him everyday❤️❤️🕊️

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jiraikuromi

4 months ago

my therapist said it would be a good idea to send me to a mental hospital..my mom talked about it too...idk leave me alone

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jiraikuromi

3 weeks ago

IM DYING OMG OMG OMG

BRO I SAW A GOTH BOY IN THE SHOPPING CENTRE AND WE FUCKING SMILED AT EACHOTHER AAAAA HE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL 😭😭😭😭😭

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jiraikuromi

3 months ago

dinner?

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jiraikuromi

4 months ago