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fake bl0od :/

keep yourself safe plz plz plz

lmao

I'm clean for 160 days 😼😼

I have the same thing on my forearms and this picture illustrates it well

(´･ω･)

Help this is TOO real

someone please see i’m struggling and be gentle to me!!! wipe the blood from my skin, hold me, kiss me, comfort me until i feel like something, until i feel like i’m worth existing

Lowkey would wanna get better. But I am literally nothing without my addictions and obsessions, so we’ll stay here.

I really need to cut my all my blades are so dull. :(

ALL SFX NOT REAL!!

BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!

MAKEUP PRACTICE!

Ignore my fat thighs but I thought my cuts looked pretty today.

i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend

Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad

REPOST THIS SO PEOPLE SEE PLEASE OR ADD MORE WEIRD PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW ABOUT

IF THIS BASTARD TRIES TO TALK TO YOU PLEASE DONT LET HIM HES LIKE ONE OF THOSE WEIRD "COACHES/DOMS"

let's be mentally unstable without creepy mens interference please 💕

what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something

I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.

I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do

PLEASEEE HELP ME

how can I tell if I have bipolar disorder

I reeeeallly think so but It feels fake because I haven't been diagnosed. I've read about symptoms and everything but idkkkk I get so unstable and then I'm fine idk what to do and I don't know if I should get diagnosed because then my mom would know and I'd have to take meds and I don't want that

Idk I like the picture

OMGGG MY MOTHER DID THAT, SHE TOOK AWAY ALL THE BANDAIDS AND THE CLEANING SPRAY💀💀💀 Critical thinking just left her i guess :P

I hate when people take away bandaids when they find out about your self harm, like how does that help???? The whole point of trying to get someone to stop self harming is that it isn’t safe, and since taking bandaids away isn’t stopping them that just makes everything even more unsafe. Some ppl are dumb

RAAAAH SAME ME RAAAAAH

Bro i have a therapy tomorow,my mom discovered i sh days ago and im so scared she will tell the psychologist..i know its okay to tell her and she will understand but i always freeze and feel embarrased when my mom is talking about it...she thinks im doing it to be fuckin cool...like..

IM ACTUALLY TWEAKING

Bro staying clean is fuckin HARD...like i can't relapse😭my parents will definetly know theyr like some damn FBI agents

bruh it hurts

I tried to stop bl33ding for about 10 minutes...i hate this...Its like i can't control my body! Its getting too much...

Im so fuckin pathetic

i just relapsed....fuck i was clean so long but i can't...

BRO RAAAH

why tf do i keep hurting myself even when im okay and happy?! like im fine today but i still did it...i dont have control over my damn body

BRRUUUH

HAHA NOT ME CVTTING MYSELF AFTER POSTING HOW WONT DO IT💀

BLA BLA BLA BLE BLE BLE BLU BLU BLU

i was about to hurt myself...but then i was like fuck it! and did my cute jirai makeup and covered myself in fake blood and took cute pictures :33 (send help the fake blood wont come off?)

im like „im getting better!"

but other day im crying after relapsing...

Is it wrong that i like my scars?

i like the way they look,i want more

BRO💀bro~😲

My dad brought a box full of razor blades from work...🥹ummm like...is it a gift orrr

IM FUCKIN SHAKING

i relapsed like So fucking much its deep as fuck im crying idk what to do

Relapsing feels so good and shitty at the same time..

i had a dream about sh..it was so fuckin detailed broooo

im two days clean from sh

i know its not really speciál but its a really big step for me

just did a Sh aftercare fór the first time damn I deserve a price😭umm i went too far this time ehhhhhh

eh im still alive

I haven't post anything for three days because im kinda Fighting with my mental health...its shitty oh god i just want to hurt mself

Yesterday I was happy that my cuts were healing....i fucked up today..