im two days clean from sh
i know its not really speciál but its a really big step for me
ON MY WAY TO FIND THE SLENDER MANSION GUYS
i hate it so much..i hate myself so much
everyone always leave me like always..I'm giving myself false hope that someone likes me, but it's a lie
IM ACTUALLY TWEAKING
Bro staying clean is fuckin HARD...like i can't relapse😭my parents will definetly know theyr like some damn FBI agents
oh
my online friend just ki11ed himself?...He texted me...i Hope hes okay oh my god...Is it because of me? did i do something Wrong? i fucking can't
i dont know who i am
i dont feel like i have my own personality and identity..i feel empy,Always acting the way others want me to..who tf i am?
Bro is playing when he literally has a jirai girlie in his bed 😒😒
RAAAAH SAME ME RAAAAAH
Bro i have a therapy tomorow,my mom discovered i sh days ago and im so scared she will tell the psychologist..i know its okay to tell her and she will understand but i always freeze and feel embarrased when my mom is talking about it...she thinks im doing it to be fuckin cool...like..
im so damn tired
I haven't been to school for three weeks because my mental health got really bad..i just feel so shitty will I ever feel better?
i just live in my head and daydream
God save me
i have a therapy in a hour..with the psychiatrist I hate (i have 3💀)
shes Always just yelling and being mean like stfu please or i will throw u out of the window