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Last song I listened to: Torna a casa by Måneskin

Favourite colour: blue, especially light blue but I like any shade

Currently Watching: The Peaky Blinders

Last movie: Stewart- a life backwards

Currently reading: pride and prejudice by Jane Austin

Sweet, spicy or savoury: savoury

Relationship Status: Single

Current obsession: baking with my Son

Last Googled: Esquire summer 2025 issue

Currently working on: alpine part? Bucky x reader x alpine the cat

Thanks for the tag!!! @sarahowritesostucky also I forgot this was in my drafts lmao

No pressure tags! @sergeantbarnessdoll @lives-in-midgard @nicoline1998enilocin @nekoannie-chan @jelly-rei

Nine people I would like to get to know better

Thank you @crazysandwichfor tagging me 💖

Last song I listened to: Son of a Preacher Man by Dusty Springfield

Favorite color: chartreuse, tangerine

Currently watching: The Last of Us

Last movie: Shot Caller

Currently reading: Compiled letters of John and Abigail Adams

Sweet, spicy, or savory: sweet

Relationship status: taken, 3 months into a new relationship and practically engaged already!

Current obsessions: mushroom art, new boyfriend, the gym

Last googled: the 1992 Ruby Ridge Weaver family x ATF standoff

Currently working on: The Carter Academy for Omega Excellence, EvanStan x ofc fic, next installment for 1918 Dairy, The Carrier pt 2, new installments for Happy Little Family and Temporary Custody.

Some NPTs: @darkficsyouneveraskedfor, @georgiapeach30513, @sweater-daddiesdumbdork, @sebastianstanisahotmf, @smlmsworld, @pia-bartolini, @autumnrose40, @pandafishao3

@sergeantbarnessdoll thanks for the tag!

@sarahowritesostucky @nicoline1998enilocin @buckyys-babydoll @nekoannie-chan

reblog if you've made a good friend on tumblr.

Ty for tagging me @sergeantbarnessdoll your fics are soo good too!

@lives-in-midgard @sarahowritesostucky @nicoline1998enilocin @nekoannie-chan

Do you have any recommendations for more Bucky fics? I love your style so I figure you’d know good ones. A lot of people write him as a dark dom Daddy and while it’s not wrong it’s just not how I imagine him. Thanks in advance. After resisting for 10+ years Thunderbolts has deposited me on the simp wagon.

hihi

tysmm! i haven't actucally had the chance to watch thunderbolts*. i'm living that poor student life so I'll probably wait until it's out on streaming and leech off someones disney+ lol. but you already knowww i'm gonna be writing for those guys.

anyway i used to have a crazy line up of recs but they're on another account that i don't have access to rahh. i haven't really been reading bucky fics recently (shock horror). instead I'll just tag below some people i've been recommended / i know are writing some fun stuff! you'll have to go digging through their masterlists to find what you want exactly, but these guys all have fun aus, or non dark/dom!bucky content. i haven't read all of these but word of mouth says they're amazing writers <3 a few of these guys are my moots too. hi guys

@marvelstoriesepic / by beloved i do need to gush about her a second. so many amazing oneshots/drabbles. she has an awesome series too. she also has a fic rec account that has a fuck ton of recs you could also check out / @vunblr / @ellemj / @aquaticmercy / @mrsbuckybarnes1917 / @mandoalorian / @mrs-elsie-barnes / @daydreamgoddess14 / @kinanabinks / @navybrat817 / @elixirfromthestars / @azriona (ao3) / @bcksbarnes / @mercurial-chuckles / @fawniswriting / @the-voice-beckons-below / @writing-for-marvel

if any of my followers have my recs drop em in the comments/reblogs! thanks <3

More spoilers kinda

@randomheros thanks for that, I hope it will just become a joke between them, because for once Bucky isn't being fucked over by the writers. And I suppose Sam does have some reason to be pissed off since I'm sure he was asked to do something about the avengers in brave new world.

Thunderbolts SPOILERS under the cut!

Is it just me or does the last end credit scene kinda make Sam out to be a dick?

Like why would he put his own avengers together? And then fight for copyright? It seems out of character or did it read that wrong?

I thought Sam and Bucky were like always there to support each other and shit?

I hope to god the marvel writers don't decide to make them fall out or some shit. Like they need each other, it just makes sense, and marvel are ruining it.

I hope they're not and I'm just overthinking that scene.

Anyways I'll just shut up now lol

Thunderbolts SPOILERS under the cut!

Is it just me or does the last end credit scene kinda make Sam out to be a dick?

Like why would he put his own avengers together? And then fight for copyright? It seems out of character or did it read that wrong?

I thought Sam and Bucky were like always there to support each other and shit?

I hope to god the marvel writers don't decide to make them fall out or some shit. Like they need each other, it just makes sense, and marvel are ruining it.

I hope they're not and I'm just overthinking that scene.

Anyways I'll just shut up now lol

GUYSSSS I just saw Thunderbolts and it was fucking amazing!!!!

And ofc Seb's hot as FUCK

Guyssss I'm going to see Thunderbolts tomorrow and I'm so excitedddd!

Back at you @sergeantbarnessdoll 💕

@lives-in-midgard @nicoline1998enilocin @sarahowritesostucky

reblog if you have skilled writer friends and you're damn proud of them

Idk how much clearer I can make it but I WILL block you if you don't have an age in your bio or if you're under 18

Thanks for the tag @sergeantbarnessdoll and right back at you!!!

Tagging: @seasonofthenerd @lives-in-midgard @nicoline1998enilocin

Sending this Care Bear stare to some of the sweetest souls here:

@sweater-daddiesdumbdork @navybrat817 @writing-for-marvel @sconnie-doesnt-know @jaqui-has-a-conspiracy-theory @holacia3 @ysmmsy @mercurial-chuckles @saiyanprincessswanie @ramp-it-up @krirebr @bigtreefest @thezombieprostitute @the-penguin-of-baskervilles @ronearoundblindly @holylulusworld @eulalielatibule @jtargaryen18 @our-marvel-universe @tumblin-theworldaway @callalillywrites 🌈

I’m sure I missed some people - it wasn’t intentional ♥️

Feel free to add to this list and Care Bear stare your own sweet souls 🌈

This blog is a Thunderbolts* Spoiler FREE zone!!!

on April 22nd, many people will be seeing the movie as part of the free fan screening premiere. Please, I'm BEGGING you, if you're seeing it, KEEP YOUR LIPS FUCKING SHUT!!!! DO NOT SPOIL THE MOVIE FOR THE REST OF US! I know you're excited but so are we!!!!

& if you're somebody who don't care for spoilers and wanna reblog + spread spoilers, do kind by us who don't want spoilers and MARK YOUR SPOILERS!!!!

Thanks for the tag @seasonofthenerd!!!

I think I'm gonna order a couple of the recommended books and see how accurate it is

No pressure tags: @sergeantbarnessdoll @nicoline1998enilocin @lives-in-midgard

FUN QUIZ TIME ✨

seen this floating around and I am SO intrigued to know the kind of reader you are!

READ YOUR COLOUR*

*this may have been shared already but this is the first time I’ve seen it! I’ve popped in the comment what I am

tagging some moots to reblog, do, and share their colours: @goodwithcheese @maggiemayhemnj @secretelephanttattoo @javierpena-inatacvest @almostfoxglove @thelightsandtheroses @syd-djarin @perotovar @iknowisoundcrazy @flightlessangelwings @milla-frenchy @cuppajoel @pedrit0-pascalit0 @covetyou 🩷

Thanks for the tag @seasonofthenerd!!!

No pressure tags: @sergeantbarnessdoll @nicoline1998enilocin @lives-in-midgard @sarahowritesostucky

found a fun little personality test!

i am open tagging as always bc i wanna see everyone’s results!!!!!!

Thanks for the tag @seasonofthenerd!!!

favorite color - light blue

reading- I've decided to re-read the Harry Potter books after over a decade and I'm currently on Chamber of Secrets

last song- Zombie by The Cranberries

last movie - Venom Let there be Carnage

series- MobLand (does it count if there's only 2 episodes so far?)

sweet, savory. salty - today I feel like sweet but it changes daily probably because I'm on my period

craving- Ben and Jerry's Phish Food

tea or coffee - coffee but only if it's iced

no pressure tags @sergeantbarnessdoll @lives-in-midgard @nicoline1998enilocin @sarahowritesostucky

Nine People I Want to Get to Know Better

Thanks for the tag @runnning-outof-time! Lovely to see you in my notifs again, darling K!

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Favorite color: Black

Currently reading: I'm not. I've sold my soul to the creative muse and I'm currently tits deep in the writing game with a brand new original piece (first chapter HERE if anyone is interested!)

Last song: Dark Night of the Soul - Mayhem

Last movie: Overboard. Never seen it despite being a massive Goldie Hawn fan, but I'd definitely watch it again!

Last Series: The husband made me watch The Inbetweeners last night. It's so fucking cringe!!

Sweet, Savoury or Salty: Savoury, please!

Craving: Sleep

Tea or coffee: Coffee

Currently working on: As above, my new original piece, Sanctuary :)

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Tagging: @mostly-marvel-musings @call-sign-shark @cillmequick @zablife @jvalentinesworld-cokes-hyna @jemmalynette @ginger-grimm @wonderlanddreamer @lovemissyhoneybee

Thanks @lives-in-midgard!!! And I boop you too!

Also booping my mutuals

@sergeantbarnessdoll @nicoline1998enilocin @seasonofthenerd @sarahowritesostucky

So… I wanted to send this to all of you personally… in your inbox. I send it to 11 people now tumblr refuses to let me sent more asks…ITS APRIL TUMBLR! LET US HAVE FUN! SOOOOO!

Tumblr decided to not give us boop, so I will take it into my own paws— hands! (Pic from Pinterest)

YOU! HAVE! BEEN! BOOPED! 🐾

@jobean12-blog @angrythingstarlight @buckgasms @thezombieprostitute @veltana @bisasterbuckley @buck-buck-buckaroo @calzone-d @labella420 @darsynia @dollface-xoxo @elvenrin @elixirfromthestars @flowersforbucky @gremlin-girly @humanwip @heytheredelulu @lives-in-midgard @jackys-stuff-blog @kooziboob @krirebr @multiversefanfics @mercurial-chuckles @nerdalmighty @noellez-best-life23 @nickfowlerrr @sebsoscarcampaign @saiyanprincessswanie @steviebbboi @themaradwrites @thevillainswhore @vintagebuckybarnes @wtfhasmy-lifecometo @whitexwolfxx310 @wildwestdean @winterarmyy @sashaisready @sparks-and-smoke @babyjakes @sergeantbarnessdoll @buckets-and-trees @stellar-solar-flare @sinner-as-saint @writing-for-marvel @witchywithwhiskey

Thank you for the hug @ghost-of-morrowbright and @askereiniongilgalad 🤗🫂❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Tagging @gauntletgirlie @sailon-ishmael @numenoria @mcpayne @marshmellin @dilettantefeminist @partfae @inkdusth and all my other moots! 🫂💙

Thanks for the tag!

Do you make your own bed?

Not really because I cba

Favorite number?

6 - idk why I just like it

What's your job?

I work in admin and I organise sales for a auction company

If you could go back to school, would you?

No - I hated school

Can you parallel park?

Yes - sometimes I panic though

Do you think aliens are realr?

Probably, but I think they wouldn't look like they do in the films

Can you drive a manual car?

Yes

What's your guilty pleasure?

Used to be🍃but I had a kid so now it's probably just reading smut

Any phobias?

Spiders and the ocean/the sea

Favorite childhood sport?

Football

Do you talk to yourself?

All the time

Tattoos?

A couple embarrassing ones

Favorite color?

Blue - it's been my favourite colour for as long as I remember

Do you like puzzles?

Yesss - I love doing them with my son

No pressure tags:

@nicoline1998enilocin @buck-star @sergeantbarnessdoll

Question Tag Game 🤭

thanks for the tag babygirl - i love these fucking things @mandaloriankait

Do you make your own bed?

nope, wish i could be arsed but i roll out of bed and get on with my shit in the mornings

Favorite number?

definitely 13 - not even trying to be edgy, it's just always resonated with me. that or 333, bc angel numbers

What's your job?

i am an office administrator and social media manager for an engineering company (no i have no clue what i'm doing most of the time)

If you could go back to school, would you?

see this is such a sticky one for me bc i quite literally have a BSc and an MSc already but the lure of being called Doctor instead of Miss makes me froth at the mouth so maybe if i win the lottery idk

Can you parallel park?

allegedly yes, though i will not be proving myself any time soon xxx

Do you think aliens are real?

yeah for sure, the universe is fucking unfathomably large there's no way there aren't some lil guys bopping about somewhere

Can you drive a manual car?

i could, but why would i? my license is automatic for a reason baby

What's your guilty pleasure?

not to be pretentious wanker but i really don't feel any guilt with regard to the things that bring me pleasure. shame? yeah for sure, and it would have to be getting myself off a criminal number of times a day. i said what i said.

Any phobias?

oh, SO many. mayonnaise, lightning, deep water, abandonment...

Favorite childhood sport?

i actually used to play lacrosse and netball, but swiftly dropped them after my ankle got mashed up during a lacrosse match when i was 10 <333

Do you talk to yourself?

fucking constantly - i just think i'm funny??

Tattoos?

i have 11 at present and want so many more - all black line work, happy to divulge details if anyone gives a toss

Favorite color?

green. any shade, i just love it

Do you like puzzles?

fuck yeah i do, sudoku is a personal favourite but jigsaws and whatever else you can throw at me i will happily jump in to

npt for my loves: @ohhoneypascal @mrs-hardy-hunnam-butler-pascal @valevntine @guiltyasdave @evolnoomym @joelmillerisapunk @letsgobarbs @myownwholewildworld @sp00kymulderr @strang3lov3 @stellamarielu (i always tag so many people bc i am chronically nosy)

Happy 29th Birthday to me!!!

My son woke me up at 6 this morning and said "Happy Birthday mum, you've only got one year until you're old", nice to know he thinks 30 is old.

Happy Birthday to my favourite metal-armed supersoldier 🎉💕

Happy Birthday

Bucky Barnes x Female!Reader

A/N As always likes, comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated. Also if anyone knows someone who would be willing to make me collages for a couple character masterlists it would be greatly appreciated! xoxo

18+ MINORS FUCK OFF YOU'RE NOT OLD ENOUGH

Summary it's Buckys Birthday. That's it.

WC - 369

DO NOT REPOST ONTO ANY OTHER APPS/WEBSITES. THE ONLY PLACE THIS FIC IS ON IS TUMBLR.

Warnings Fluff, smut, unprotected sex, overstimulation, squirting, Bucky Barnes, let me know if I've missed anything!

Bucky's thrusts are slow, but hard. Each slap of his hips against yours is a reminder of the long night you've shared.

Hickeys cover your body from your ankles to your jaw, a sign of Bucky's gratitude. Maybe this isn't what you expected when you were waiting for Bucky on your bed in his favourite set of lingerie. Maybe you were kidding yourself.

Either way, you are at the point where you're just accepting what Bucky gives you. It's not a surprise after seven orgasms from yourself and three from Bucky, leaving both of you sensitive and in a place where pain and pleasure meld together.

You let out a strangled moan as you near another orgasm, the pain almost too much with the sensitivity of your puffy folds, sloppy with a mixture of yours and Bucky's cum.

"Aww I know doll, just one more for me, yeah?" Bucky roughly whispers into your ear, in between gruff moans.

You nod faintly and try to respond but it just turns into a squeal, causing Bucky to chuckle lowly.

"C'mon babydoll, I got you, just let go" he whispers.

Your back arches and you moan louder than you ever have before as he reaches his vibranium hand down to rub your puffy, raw pearl to push you over the edge. You fall head first into an eye-watering orgasm which takes over your body, your back arches and you gasp from the intensity.

Bucky whines when he feels you squirt over his sensitive cock and shaking thighs. It only takes a few more thrusts until he's coming too, his legs shaking as he groans into your neck, his cum pumping into you rope after rope.

After a few minutes of panting and holding you close, Bucky pulls back with a hiss. He chuckles and wipes away your tears.

"'was s'pposed to let you relax," you slur.

"I am relaxed, doll" Bucky mumbles, his chest vibrating against yours.

"Happy birthday darlin'" you mumble and press a kiss to his cheek.

"happy birthday to me indeed" Bucky pauses before a mischievous grin makes its way onto his face, "now I've just got to top this for your birthday"

"fuck... don't think I'd survive that"

If you want to be tagged whenever I post a fic then click on the link.

If you want to see what I reblog my other account is @sebastianstanisahotmf-reblogs

Taglist: @nicoline1998enilocin @buck-star @kenzs-world @hisredheadedgoddess28 @kandis-mom @sergeantbarnessdoll @emerald-writes

THIS!!!

the fact that John Walker used the shield to murder someone has so many layers, the metaphors of a bloody shield are top tier

Pristine and tainted vs. filthy and clean

Captain America's symbol being a shield means he's DEFENSIVE. his main weapon is one of de-escalation, of protection, of harm reduction. He stands for what's right and protects the weaker

One man doesn't have the power to judge and prosecute at will, he doesn't get to decide who lives or dies. America is a country built on blood and Steve Rogers stands for what real freedom should be, including opposing the very government that maintains the oppression of its people. It is always better to accidentally protect the wrong people than to hurt the good. If Steve stands for America, he stands for the ones who need protecting, not the authorities or aggressors

And then John Walker gets ahold of the same power and prestige and turns it into a weapon. A killer. A symbol of protection used to take life

He so quickly violated everything Captain America stood for, physically painting it in blood

America's downfall was when they chose a man to represent them who does so with violence and rage instead of justice and peace

18+ I didn’t really have a plan for this, it’s literally just my thoughts on what a relationship with Logan would be like and I think this would apply to Logan in all the films:

Waking up with a heavy arm draped across your waist on the rare occasion you wake up before he does

If he wakes up before you (like most mornings) he just lays there looking at you, not in a creepy way just taking your features before he gets up to smoke a cigar

Talking about sleeping, Logan definitely snores, idk why it just feels right for him

Going on walks and listening as Logan tells you what places used to be or his memories there

I 100% believe that Logan would be the softest person ever but that would be just for your eyes and he doesn’t like to show too much pda infront of people other than like quick kisses and hugs how else will he show everyone that you’re his without fucking you infront of them?

Keeping him company as he smokes a cigar

Maybe one day you ask him if you could take a drag of his cigar and says something like “You’ll regret it bub, but I ain’t going to stop you” and he’s proven right by the coughing fit that follows totally isnt based off a real life situation

If you want to be tagged whenever I post a fic then click on the link.

If you want to see what I reblog my other account is @sebastianstanisahotmf-reblogs

Also if anyone knows someone who would be willing to make me collages for a couple character masterlists it would be greatly appreciated! xoxo

Bucky Barnes x Reader

A/N Idk if I like this but hopefully I can get back to writing more regularly. This is more of a drabble and I think I might do more of these as I get back into writing. Also, the reader in this isn't usually a big fan of physical affection like me. As always likes, comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated.

THIS IS NOT AN 18+ FIC BUT I STILL FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MINORS READING MY FICS SO PLEASE DNI IF YOU ARE A MINOR.

Summary You feel like you're too clingy.

WC - 303

DO NOT REPOST ONTO ANY OTHER APPS/WEBSITES. THE ONLY PLACE THIS FIC IS ON IS TUMBLR.

Warnings Fluff

Sometimes you wonder if you're too clingy. Which sounds like you're talking about another person, because you've never been a big fan of physical affection. 

But when it comes to Bucky you just can't help yourself. He's just so huggable and after everything he's been through he deserves all the hugs in the world. 

That's how you got here asking Bucky the words, “Do you think I'm too clingy?”

Bucky looks completely shocked like you've asked the most basic question ever, “what made you want to ask that doll?”

He tightens his arms around you making sure you stay straddling his lap. 

You look past him, “I just-... I just feel like sometimes I'm all over you, and I don't even know where it's come from because I don't usually want to be touching someone as much as this. And I don't want to be overbearing, or cross any boundaries and-”

“Hey, calm down doll,” Bucky cuts you off and presses a kiss to your forehead before continuing. “For starters, you're not overbearing, I love how you always want to be touching me. Especially since you're not like this with anyone else. And secondly, if I was uncomfortable I would've found a way to tell you. Okay?”

You nod and a smile creeps onto your face. Bucky rests his metal hand on the side of your face. The use of his metal hand is a sign of his undying love and trust in you.

“I love you doll. You've taught me that I deserve to be loved in every way possible. So to think you're being overbearing is almost silly. I love you so much doll, more than I've ever loved anyone”

He presses his lips to yours in a slow and gentle kiss as the world around you two seems to fade.

If you want to be tagged whenever I post a fic then click on the link.

If you want to see what I reblog my other account is @sebastianstanisahotmf-reblogs

Taglist: @nicoline1998enilocin @buck-star @kenzs-world @hisredheadedgoddess28 @kandis-mom @sergeantbarnessdoll @emerald-writes

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Fave Sebass Stan movies??

Tbh there's not many of his films I've watched and didn't like but my go to films are:

The 355

Captain America: The First Avenger

Political Animals (Ik it's a series but I couldn't help myself)

The Martian

Monday

Tysm for the ask!

Drop this sunflower 🌻 into the inboxes of the blogs that make you happy! Let’s spread a little sunshine ☀️

TYSM!!! xoxo

send this to all your favorite moots and pass the pumpkin round! KEEP THE PUMPKIN TRAIN GOING 🎃🖤🎃🖤🎃

Tysm!!!

Confessions

Steve Rogers x Reader

A/N 'SUP BITCHES, I'M BACK TO POSTING... But on a serious note kinda I think at this point I've got to accept that I haven't got the mental capacity or attention span to regularly post on Tumblr. Also, there will be a part two to this. maybe even a part three. I also want to thank those who have continously supported my other posts although I haven't posted any new fics in months I love you all. And as always likes, comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated.

THIS IS NOT AN 18+ FIC BUT I STILL FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MINORS READING MY FICS SO PLEASE DNI IF YOU ARE A MINOR.

Summary Confessions are made and discussed, changing the dynamics between you, Steve and Bucky

DO NOT REPOST ONTO ANY OTHER APPS/WEBSITES. THE ONLY PLACE THIS FIC IS ON IS TUMBLR.

Warnings Fluff and angst.....lots of angst.

Today, you and Steve were going on your monthly date. You were dressed in the new outfit you bought with Natasha the day before. Your makeup was minimal, and your hair was in Steve’s favourite style. He wouldn't admit it, but every time you do your hair like this, it always ends in some mind-blowing orgasms. 

“Are you ready, doll?” Steve shouted from the bedroom as you were checking your outfit in the floor-to-ceiling mirror in your ensuite.

“Yes, I just need to get my bag and phone,” you responded.

“I’ve already got them for you.” 

You walked out of the bathroom, smiling at your boyfriend since he knew how forgetful you are. He held up your bag and you checked it to ensure nothing had been forgotten, and unsurprisingly, everything you needed was in there. 

“Thanks, babe,” you told him before pressing a kiss to his lips. 

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You had arrived at the restaurant just in time for your reservation. Steve made sure to open the door before you could open it for yourself, and you thanked him. You approached the host stand and waited for a minute before a waitress with long, purple hair and an array of piercings approached you.

“Do you guys have a reservation for tonight?” She asked with a smile.

“Yes, for Rogers,” Steve told her.

She typed on the laptop on the desk, “Ah, yes.” She clicked on something and then asked you to follow her. 

She took you to a table in the far corner of the restaurant, which meant you and Steve could have more privacy. Both of you thanked the waitress after she handed you a couple of menus.

“I didn’t think you were going to take me somewhere so expensive, I would’ve worn nicer clothes,” you told Steve, looking around the large restaurant with dim lighting and elegant tables and chairs. “The menu doesn’t even have the prices on it.”

Steve playfully rolled his eyes and responded, “ Firstly, my love, you wouldn’t be comfy in your nicer clothes, and secondly, you’re not paying, so order what you want and I’ll pay.”

You stuck your tongue out at him and proceeded to look through the menu while talking to Steve about your week. 

After 10 minutes, the waitress returned, and you and Steve ordered your drinks and food. She returned a minute later with your drinks, telling you that your food would be out shortly.

You both put your menus to the side and looked at each other. There was a tension in the air and neither of you wanted to discuss it.

After a minute of being uncomfortable, you huffed and broke the silence, “So, Bucky.” 

“Yeah, Bucky,” Steve responded, looking down.

“Y’know you don’t have to feel guilty,” you tried to grab his hand but he just pulled away- your eyes softened at the action.

“I do,” he took a deep, shaky breath “I confessed to my girlfriend of 3 years that I have a crush on my childhood best friend.” 

“You don’t need to be ashamed Steve, you can love another man.”

“I know…it.. it's not that.”

“Then what is it, babe? I can’t begin to help you if you don’t tell me where the issue is.” 

“Do you not see the issue, I love you and Bucky….If you make me choose…I-”

You cut him off before he could say more, “Who said you had to choose?”

“Wh…what?”

“I really didn’t want to tell you this but I have a thing for you AND Bucky but when we got together I didn’t want to tell you that I also found your best friend of over 80 years hot.” 

Steve’s face scrunched up in confusion, “So why did you agree to go out with me, darlin’?”

You smiled “Because you asked me first and I assumed that since you approached me, I wasn’t Bucky’s type. But that’s ok because you’re amazing. I truly feel the same way about you and Bucky. I-I just didn’t want to admit it for a long time.”

A smile had crept its way onto Steve’s face. “So where do we go from here?”

“Well, it depends on what you want. If you want to continue our relationship then I’ll be happy but if you want to pursue a relationship with Bucky then I'm equally as happy. Your happiness is what determined my happiness so if you have to be with Bucky to be happy I'm not making you choose, I'm simply letting you love the person you want to not who you feel like you should love,” tears had started to gather in your waterline and Steve’s too. You were about to continue but Steve got there first.

“But I want both of you,” his voice cracked on the last word and your heart shattered.

“You can have both of us, I was just about to say that we could discuss adding Bucky to our relationship.

Steve looked you in the eye, “Really?” he was wiping away the tears that had started to fall, “how does that work?” 

“Have you heard of polyamory before?” Steve just shook his head in response “Well, it's a word used to describe a relationship involving more than two people.”

“You would do that?” he asked his tone hopeful.

“Of course I would I love you so so so much and Bucky is so sweet and amazing,” you replied with a smile.

Steve was about to respond but the waitress came along with your food and placed it on the table in front of you and Steve.

“We can continue this talk after dinner,” you offered to which Steve agreed. 

You ate your food in a comfortable silence. It wasn’t long before you both finished and decided against dessert in favour of getting back to the compound and talking to Bucky. 

The waitress brought the bill over and Steve paid, leaving a hefty tip as you both left, hand in hand, getting yourselves ready to talk to Bucky about your…… shared interest in him.

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Happy Birthday🩷🩷

(Your birthday is just at the same day as Bucky’s!!!!)

Firstly thanks xoxo !!!

Secondly I was so happy when I found out that I share the same birthday as bucky lmao

GUYS I'M OFFICIALLY 28!!!