Confessions
Steve Rogers x Reader
A/N 'SUP BITCHES, I'M BACK TO POSTING... But on a serious note kinda I think at this point I've got to accept that I haven't got the mental capacity or attention span to regularly post on Tumblr. Also, there will be a part two to this. maybe even a part three. I also want to thank those who have continously supported my other posts although I haven't posted any new fics in months I love you all. And as always likes, comments and reblogs are greatly appreciated.
THIS IS NOT AN 18+ FIC BUT I STILL FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MINORS READING MY FICS SO PLEASE DNI IF YOU ARE A MINOR.
Summary Confessions are made and discussed, changing the dynamics between you, Steve and Bucky
DO NOT REPOST ONTO ANY OTHER APPS/WEBSITES. THE ONLY PLACE THIS FIC IS ON IS TUMBLR.
Warnings Fluff and angst.....lots of angst.
Today, you and Steve were going on your monthly date. You were dressed in the new outfit you bought with Natasha the day before. Your makeup was minimal, and your hair was in Steve’s favourite style. He wouldn't admit it, but every time you do your hair like this, it always ends in some mind-blowing orgasms.
“Are you ready, doll?” Steve shouted from the bedroom as you were checking your outfit in the floor-to-ceiling mirror in your ensuite.
“Yes, I just need to get my bag and phone,” you responded.
“I’ve already got them for you.”
You walked out of the bathroom, smiling at your boyfriend since he knew how forgetful you are. He held up your bag and you checked it to ensure nothing had been forgotten, and unsurprisingly, everything you needed was in there.
“Thanks, babe,” you told him before pressing a kiss to his lips.
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You had arrived at the restaurant just in time for your reservation. Steve made sure to open the door before you could open it for yourself, and you thanked him. You approached the host stand and waited for a minute before a waitress with long, purple hair and an array of piercings approached you.
“Do you guys have a reservation for tonight?” She asked with a smile.
“Yes, for Rogers,” Steve told her.
She typed on the laptop on the desk, “Ah, yes.” She clicked on something and then asked you to follow her.
She took you to a table in the far corner of the restaurant, which meant you and Steve could have more privacy. Both of you thanked the waitress after she handed you a couple of menus.
“I didn’t think you were going to take me somewhere so expensive, I would’ve worn nicer clothes,” you told Steve, looking around the large restaurant with dim lighting and elegant tables and chairs. “The menu doesn’t even have the prices on it.”
Steve playfully rolled his eyes and responded, “ Firstly, my love, you wouldn’t be comfy in your nicer clothes, and secondly, you’re not paying, so order what you want and I’ll pay.”
You stuck your tongue out at him and proceeded to look through the menu while talking to Steve about your week.
After 10 minutes, the waitress returned, and you and Steve ordered your drinks and food. She returned a minute later with your drinks, telling you that your food would be out shortly.
You both put your menus to the side and looked at each other. There was a tension in the air and neither of you wanted to discuss it.
After a minute of being uncomfortable, you huffed and broke the silence, “So, Bucky.”
“Yeah, Bucky,” Steve responded, looking down.
“Y’know you don’t have to feel guilty,” you tried to grab his hand but he just pulled away- your eyes softened at the action.
“I do,” he took a deep, shaky breath “I confessed to my girlfriend of 3 years that I have a crush on my childhood best friend.”
“You don’t need to be ashamed Steve, you can love another man.”
“I know…it.. it's not that.”
“Then what is it, babe? I can’t begin to help you if you don’t tell me where the issue is.”
“Do you not see the issue, I love you and Bucky….If you make me choose…I-”
You cut him off before he could say more, “Who said you had to choose?”
“Wh…what?”
“I really didn’t want to tell you this but I have a thing for you AND Bucky but when we got together I didn’t want to tell you that I also found your best friend of over 80 years hot.”
Steve’s face scrunched up in confusion, “So why did you agree to go out with me, darlin’?”
You smiled “Because you asked me first and I assumed that since you approached me, I wasn’t Bucky’s type. But that’s ok because you’re amazing. I truly feel the same way about you and Bucky. I-I just didn’t want to admit it for a long time.”
A smile had crept its way onto Steve’s face. “So where do we go from here?”
“Well, it depends on what you want. If you want to continue our relationship then I’ll be happy but if you want to pursue a relationship with Bucky then I'm equally as happy. Your happiness is what determined my happiness so if you have to be with Bucky to be happy I'm not making you choose, I'm simply letting you love the person you want to not who you feel like you should love,” tears had started to gather in your waterline and Steve’s too. You were about to continue but Steve got there first.
“But I want both of you,” his voice cracked on the last word and your heart shattered.
“You can have both of us, I was just about to say that we could discuss adding Bucky to our relationship.
Steve looked you in the eye, “Really?” he was wiping away the tears that had started to fall, “how does that work?”
“Have you heard of polyamory before?” Steve just shook his head in response “Well, it's a word used to describe a relationship involving more than two people.”
“You would do that?” he asked his tone hopeful.
“Of course I would I love you so so so much and Bucky is so sweet and amazing,” you replied with a smile.
Steve was about to respond but the waitress came along with your food and placed it on the table in front of you and Steve.
“We can continue this talk after dinner,” you offered to which Steve agreed.
You ate your food in a comfortable silence. It wasn’t long before you both finished and decided against dessert in favour of getting back to the compound and talking to Bucky.
The waitress brought the bill over and Steve paid, leaving a hefty tip as you both left, hand in hand, getting yourselves ready to talk to Bucky about your…… shared interest in him.
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Do you have any recommendations for more Bucky fics? I love your style so I figure you’d know good ones. A lot of people write him as a dark dom Daddy and while it’s not wrong it’s just not how I imagine him. Thanks in advance. After resisting for 10+ years Thunderbolts has deposited me on the simp wagon.
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tysmm! i haven't actucally had the chance to watch thunderbolts*. i'm living that poor student life so I'll probably wait until it's out on streaming and leech off someones disney+ lol. but you already knowww i'm gonna be writing for those guys.
anyway i used to have a crazy line up of recs but they're on another account that i don't have access to rahh. i haven't really been reading bucky fics recently (shock horror). instead I'll just tag below some people i've been recommended / i know are writing some fun stuff! you'll have to go digging through their masterlists to find what you want exactly, but these guys all have fun aus, or non dark/dom!bucky content. i haven't read all of these but word of mouth says they're amazing writers <3 a few of these guys are my moots too. hi guys
@marvelstoriesepic / by beloved i do need to gush about her a second. so many amazing oneshots/drabbles. she has an awesome series too. she also has a fic rec account that has a fuck ton of recs you could also check out / @vunblr / @ellemj / @aquaticmercy / @mrsbuckybarnes1917 / @mandoalorian / @mrs-elsie-barnes / @daydreamgoddess14 / @kinanabinks / @navybrat817 / @elixirfromthestars / @azriona (ao3) / @bcksbarnes / @mercurial-chuckles / @fawniswriting / @the-voice-beckons-below / @writing-for-marvel
if any of my followers have my recs drop em in the comments/reblogs! thanks <3
a perfect winters day
Bucky Barnes x Reader
A/N This is a part of my 100 followers celebration. At this point I'm gonna stop apologising because my shitty time management issues and son make it hard for me to adhere to the time frames I have given to myself so I will post the fics when I have time to. (I love my son millions so I'm not blaming him for me posting so late but I'm just saying that I like to spend time with him which means it's hard to find time to write) I hope you understand. Also, likes, comments and reblogs are appreciated.
THIS IS NOT AN 18+ FIC BUT I STILL FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MINORS READING MY FICS SO PLEASE DNI IF YOU ARE A MINOR.
Summary You and Bucky have the perfect day in as it snows outside.
DO NOT REPOST ON ANY OTHER APPS/WEBSITES. THE ONLY PLACE THIS FIC IS ON IS TUMBLR.
Warnings Fluff, allusions to smut
“Wake up doll,” Bucky whispered into your ear, “It snowed last night.”
“Mm?” you slightly opened your eyes.
“It snowed doll!”
You sat up as soon as the words registered in your head,”Really!?”
“Yeah doll, look,” Bucky wrapped your blanket around you and picked you up.
He walked over to the window in your bedroom and you gasped when you looked outside. Everywhere was covered in a sheet of pure white. The snow untouched, unbothered by anyone. The streets were empty, not a soul out there. It was like a winter wonderland especially since everything was so still it didn’t look real.
“It’s so beautiful,” you gushed.
“Not as beautiful as you doll,” Bucky added, winking at you.
“You’re so romantic it’s almost disgusting,” you told him with a smile on your face.
“But you love it doll,” Bucky leaned in to kiss you.
It was such a perfect moment, kissing the person you love the most while the world outside stood still, a beautiful landscape, the type you see in the movies and read in books.
Bucky pulled back from the kiss with slightly swollen lips and a massive grin on his face, “I think we should make some hot chocolate and waffles.”
“I think thats a good idea babe.”
Bucky took the blanket off you and then took you into the bathroom. He put you down so you could brush your teeth while he did the same.
Once you had done that, you walked into the kitchen to get started on the waffle batter as Bucky was making the hot chocolates.
The way you both moved around the kitchen so gracefully and in sync made the scene seem rehearsed. The truth was that you and Bucky regularly made it a team effort to make breakfast so that neither of you feel like you have too many responsibilities. That’s how everything worked with you and Bucky; you both shared the workload in your shared apartment which not only made it easier, but allowed you both to feel equal.
This may not have worked for other people but it worked for you and Bucky which is all that mattered.
After the waffles and hot chocolates were made, you sat next to eachother at the dining table in your kitchen. Bucly had put every imaginable topping for waffles and hot chocolates on the table.
“What do you want to do today?” Bucky asked, as he shoved an almost too big piece of waffle - loaded with every topping possible- in his mouth.
You rolled your eyes and finished chewing the food you had in your mouth before responding, “I just want to stay in today, you know I like looking at the snow but going out in it is a different story.”
“I’m very aware doll, especially after our trip to Canada a few months ago,” Bucky chuckled at the memory of you slipping over.
“You’re so sadistic Barnes,” you retorted.
“You didn’t moan about it last night, well you did, but not in that way,” Bucky smirked.
You picked up a strawberry and threw it at him.
“Hey, that’s not fair, I’m only telling the truth, Santa doesn’t come if you lie.”
“And you’re not gonna cum tonight if you keep teasin’ me,” you retaliated.
“Is that a promise?” he questioned, raising an eyebrow.
You knew that Bucky would always be in charge in the bedroom, but it was fun to joke around.
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A few hours later, you and Bucky were cuddled up on the couch. He was laying with his head on your chest and the rest of his body was ontop of yours, acting like a weighted blanket. There was an actual blanket over the two of you and Home Alone was on the tv.
This was the first christmas you and Bucky were spending together so you decided to introduce him to some of your favourite films especially since he was a few years behind on films.
Bucky let out a laugh which was a rare occurrence. You kissed him on the head and wrapped your arms around him tighter.
“I love you so much baby,” you whispered.
“I love you too doll,” Bucky replied, pressing a kiss to your chest.
This was perfect, you and Bucky cuddled up on the couch, watching a Christmas film and occasionally looking at the world outside.
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First 'date'
Bucky Barnes x Reader
A/N Sorry for not being active I've just been spending time with friends and family but I'm back now! Also, this is going to be a series but idk how often I will update it.
THIS IS NOT AN 18+ FIC BUT I STILL FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WITH MINORS READING MY FICS SO PLEASE DNI IF YOU ARE A MINOR.
Summary You and Bucky go on a first 'date'
DO NOT REPOST ONTO ANY OTHER APPS/WEBSITES. THE ONLY PLACE THIS FIC IS ON IS TUMBLR.
Warnings Fluff
You couldn't remember the last time you felt so nervous. You were getting ready for a date with James (or Bucky as he tells you to call him.) You met him on a dating app and were texting for two weeks before you decided to go on this date.
As well as feeling nervous, you also felt excited to meet Bucky. He seemed so sweet over text and judging by his profile picture, he was the hottest guy you had ever seen.
You could only hope he was like this in real life.
“Can I come in now?” your friend, Ella, shouted from the other side of your bedroom door.
“Yeah,” you shouted back.
Your so-called ‘date’ was more of a meeting at a coffee shop so you were wearing a slightly oversized shirt, your favourite jeans, and a pair of black sneakers. You had minimal makeup on and your hair was styled in a way that made you feel confident.
You and Bucky are anxious people and agreed that a coffee shop would be a much more calming environment when meeting each other for the first time.
“Do I look ok?” you asked Ella.
“You look amazing y/n!”
“Really?” you questioned.
“You're going to a coffee shop, not a Michelin-star restaurant,” Ella told you.
“Ok,” you took a deep breath, “I’m ready.”
You grabbed your bag off your bed and made sure you had everything you needed.
“I'll see you later,” you told Ella.
“I'll see you later if you don't end up getting laid.”
You rolled your eyes and left the apartment you shared with Ella.
The coffee shop was a five-minute walk away so you weren't in a hurry to get there.
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Once you got there you scanned the shop and your eyes landed on the man sitting at the table in the corner. You could only see the back of his head but he was dressed in all black and that's what Bucky told you he wore.
You cautiously approached him so as not to scare him.
“A-are you Bucky?” you asked.
The man turned around and smiled at you, “I am.” he replied.
“Thank God, if you said no I was gonna be so embarrassed,” you walked over to the chair across from him and sat down.
“How are you today?” he asked, cringing at the question.
“I was a little nervous earlier but I feel better since you seem to be in a similar state,” you responded with a chuckle.
“Is it that obvious?” he asked, rubbing the back of his head.
“Just a little bit, but you don’t have to feel bad about it,” you assured him.
You looked at the table where his hands were resting. You noticed the black gloves but didn’t say anything, you knew who he was but weren’t sure if he knew that and you didn’t want to make him uncomfortable. You didn’t see him as a bad person or a villain. You did your research on him a while back and you could’ve never blamed him for his actions, he didn’t have control of himself at the time.
He seemed so genuine and kind, nothing like the monster the government made him out to be. You started to speak about how your week had been so far and you thought it was funny how Bucky spoke about his friend Sam who he seemed to love and hate at the same time.
“Do you want to order now?” he asked you.
You just nodded in response.
“If you want I can order for us,” Bucky offered.
You told him your order and thanked him for ordering for you. He got up from his seat and walked over to the counter to order. He told the barista the drinks he wanted and paid. As he was waiting for the drinks he looked over to you and smiled.
You returned his smile and butterflies erupted in your stomach. You tried to calm your nerves by looking at your lap.
A few minutes later, Bucky returned with the drinks and sat back down.
“Thanks,” you told him, “you didn’t have to buy my drink for me.”
“It’s the least I could do doll,” he told you with a smile.
You both continued to get to know eachother even more until the barista came over to tell you that closing time was in 5 minutes.
“So I guess that’s the end of our date,” Bucky chuckled, “ I hope I wasn’t too boring.”
“Hey, don’t put your self down, I had a good time,” you gave him a small smile.
You said your goodbyes and went your separate ways.
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As you walked through the door of your apartment, you were bombarded by Ella.
“So how did it go with Bucky?” he wiggled her eyebrows at you.
“It was really good, I hope we can go on another date, maybe to a restaurant next time,” you told her with a smile on your face.
Ella squealed and pulled you further into your apartment.
You were about to go into the livingroom when you heard the notification sound on your phone go off.
“Who is it?” Ella inquired.
“It’s Bucky,” you replied, clicking on the notification, “He wants to go on another date!” you almost shouted with excitement.
“Fuck yeah, my bestie is finally gonna get that D.”
“Calm down, you’re more excited about me having sex with Bucky then I am,” you laughed.
The rest of the night was spen watching movies whilst eating snacks and telling Ella everything about your ‘date’ with Bucky.
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THANKS FOR 100 FOLLOWERS. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH AND I APPRECIATE YOU!!!
To celebrate I'm gonna do one fic everyday for a week starting on Wednesday. If you have any ideas please comment them below or send an ask.
The characters I am willing to write fics about are:
1. Bucky Barnes
2. Steve Rogers
3. Loki
4. Thor
5. Clint Barton
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PLEASE READ ALL WARNINGS BEFORE READING SINCE SOME FICS ARE 18+. MINORS FUCK OFF, ALTHOUGH NOT ALL OF MY FICS ARE 18+ I STILL FEEL UNCOMFY WITH PEOPLE UNDER 18 READING MY FICS. ALSO, IF YOU DON'T LIKE SOMETHING THEN DON'T READ IT.
Fluff-💕
Smut-🔥
Angst-😢
Oneshots
Office sex-💕🔥
Can't sleep-💕😢
Never alone-💕😢
A perfect winters day-💕🔥(only allusions to smut)
Christmas shopping-💕🔥
Happy Birthday-🔥
Dabbles
1-💕
Series
Alpine-💕
A relationship with Bucky 💕🔥😢
Mini series
Too many missions-💕🔥
Part 2 Overworked-💕😢
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100 followers celebration
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18+ I didn’t really have a plan for this, it’s literally just my thoughts on what a relationship with Logan would be like and I think this would apply to Logan in all the films:
Waking up with a heavy arm draped across your waist on the rare occasion you wake up before he does
If he wakes up before you (like most mornings) he just lays there looking at you, not in a creepy way just taking your features before he gets up to smoke a cigar
Talking about sleeping, Logan definitely snores, idk why it just feels right for him
Going on walks and listening as Logan tells you what places used to be or his memories there
I 100% believe that Logan would be the softest person ever but that would be just for your eyes and he doesn’t like to show too much pda infront of people other than like quick kisses and hugs how else will he show everyone that you’re his without fucking you infront of them?
Keeping him company as he smokes a cigar
Maybe one day you ask him if you could take a drag of his cigar and says something like “You’ll regret it bub, but I ain’t going to stop you” and he’s proven right by the coughing fit that follows totally isnt based off a real life situation
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Fave Sebass Stan movies??
Tbh there's not many of his films I've watched and didn't like but my go to films are:
The 355
Captain America: The First Avenger
Political Animals (Ik it's a series but I couldn't help myself)
The Martian
Monday
Tysm for the ask!
~ She/Her ~ Soph ~ I'm a single mum who could do with a few friends ~ late 20's ~ obsessed with marvel ~ 18+ MINORS DNI ~
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