Awakening - Blog Posts
High School Art Project #1 "Self Deterioration"
High School Art Project #2 "Paradigm Shift"
Well, I decided to draw Unico after finding out that this little unicorn is going to be revived as a new line of comics called Unico Awakening this year! Honestly, the world needs Unico now more than ever.
Please vote for Lucina (AKA “Marth”). She’s my blorbo and she’s the reason I first started getting into Fire Emblem. To me she’s badass and cute and relatable and funny all at once and how did they fit this much awesome in a single character. I’m autistic and although her behavior doesn’t scream autism quite as loudly as that of some of the other characters in Awakening *cough cough Miriel* she seems very autistic to me with the overly formal way she speaks, her tendency to take things literally, her general lack of social awareness including a comically terrible fashion sense, and the way she often doesn’t get jokes. She feels personally responsible for saving the world and holds herself to such an impossibly high standard and doesn’t know how to rest or have fun because she grew up in a freaking apocalypse… I just love her so much.
"The line between good and evil runs down every human heart. The first thing is to win that battle in your own territory... When you look at the 20th century and think, 'Well, who brought on the horrors of the communist systems and the horror of the Nazi system?' It was people just like you... The price you pay for wisdom is radical disillusionment and the confrontation with evil. It's a terrible thing to confront and that's because human beings are terrible creatures; we're also absolutely remarkable creatures, but we have an unlimited capacity for brutality and every one of us carries it."
- Jordan B. Peterson
Detachment and the Path to Manifestation: My Journey Toward Shifting Realities
I recently tried repeating affirmations and assumptions all day long. I didn't experience the shifting I expected, but I found an interesting clue as to why shifting is delayed. I practiced these affirmations and assumptions to the limit, and one day, I suddenly experienced that my consciousness was deeply attached to this reality and the feeling of anxiety. At that moment, a scene from another world came to me, and I felt a very specific, strong, and distinct feeling in the scene. When I withdrew my attention and interest from the existing reality, all of this disappeared as if it had never existed in the first place.
From this experience, I learned that the reason shifting or manifestation is delayed is because of the strong immersion in this reality. Even if we are not conscious of it, our consciousness is very, very attached to this reality. It is so attached that we only feel this one feeling, which is this reality, so paradoxically, we feel nothing. However, if our consciousness is sufficiently detached from reality, we can feel another reality specifically and clearly.
I have been repeating this since this experience, paying attention to my consciousness and sense of presence. It has only been a few weeks since I started, but I keep seeing signs around me. For example, repetitive numbers like 1111, 333, 2222. I feel like this is the simplest and most essential method.
I wish you and I success! In the end, we will all succeed! Good luck on your journey.
Intent works instantly on its own. Here is my experience.
Intent works instantly on its own. Here is my experience.
Neville Goddard instructed us to feel what we desire and to imagine it. However, despite my efforts, I found it difficult to feel what I wanted. It was also hard to imagine. I briefly managed to feel or imagine those things, but it didn’t last for more than a few seconds. Moreover, when I tried to feel or imagine them again, it often didn’t work. After much reflection, I came to believe that thoughts and feelings aren't entirely under my control; they are secondary, the result of some cause.
So, what is the most fundamental cause, the thing I can directly control? It was intent itself. When I tried to do something, I didn't imagine, believe, or feel it. But I could intend. I tried to do something. When it flowed smoothly, the intent was natural, with no resistance, like moving my limbs. But when the intent didn’t manifest smoothly, tension, effort, discomfort, and dissatisfaction arose, just like now.
Previously, I achieved the following results purely with intent, although the outcomes were incomplete.
Astral Projection - I simply intended to try, and after lying in bed for about an hour and a half, I successfully astral projected. However, the resolution was low, my vision was blurry, and my senses were dull. I repeated this experiment several times, waiting about 1–2 hours each time, and succeeded again in astral projection. However, no matter how much I used commands like "Be clear!" or any technique I knew, the clarity did not improve, and shifting didn’t happen.
Reiki - I asked my higher self to attune me to Reiki while I slept. Over the next few weeks, I requested attunements to various forms of Reiki. I didn’t feel any tangible effects. But one day, a friend of mine mentioned that they felt calm and good when they were near me. Hearing this, I realized that the Reiki attunements were working.
Commanding a crystal to absorb energy - I instructed a crystal to absorb surrounding energy. I then experienced fatigue in that room. This effect disappeared when I placed the crystal in synthetic fibers or leather (though the effect wasn’t particularly strong).
Requesting energy charging - When I was younger, I simply asked angels or spiritual beings to charge me with energy. I immediately felt a strong vibration of energy flowing through my body.
Requesting maximum embodied awakening - I asked my higher self for maximum embodied awakening, and soon after, I felt a tingling current and vibration in my body. This was an unusual phenomenon, not something that happens regularly, though it wasn’t extremely powerful.
Entering a void state - I woke up early in the morning and, while oscillating between sleep and wakefulness (using a timer), intended to enter a void state. After several weeks of effort, I experienced my body disappearing, leaving only consciousness, and it felt as if space itself had vanished. It was an unusual and intriguing experience. However, despite intending to shift, no shifting occurred.
Through these various experiments, I came to understand that intent works instantly on its own. However, just like cooking a meal, there is a delay between placing the order and receiving the result. Additionally, the results occurred at a level plausible in this physical reality and were quite ambiguous. That is to say, intent didn’t produce results powerful enough to violate the current reality. Based on various texts and experiences, I understand that repeatedly using such intent will eventually produce strong results, but the issue is time. It cannot be achieved in a day or two but requires at least years, if not decades. Furthermore, such practice cannot be done by dedicating just a few minutes of your day. You must devote most of your day to the practice. I have been striving for decades to achieve this while balancing daily life, but it is difficult to maintain both. And above all, the practice itself isn’t hard or complex but rather simple, which makes it both boring and painful. It was not as easy as I initially thought.
I’ve come to understand why Neville Goddard demanded things like SATS (State Akin to Sleep), imagining, feeling, or intending. Clearly, each method works. However, for ordinary people to achieve truly clear and concrete effects, a massive amount of time must be invested. And to attain truly astonishing results, not only is the fundamental cause—intent—necessary, but thoughts, feelings, and all other elements that support that cause must also be aligned to accelerate the process.
If you’re reading this, you’ve probably tried nearly every method that’s out there. If you succeeded in shifting easily with just intent, you wouldn’t be reading this… If you’ve tried all the other methods that seem simple and easy and failed, the only path left is to dedicate your entire life, every aspect of it, to shifting. You must apply the law in every single moment of your life, without exception.