Beaten - Blog Posts
Routine
And again, I woke up.
Damn it, I need to try again, be stronger.
I took another walk to the pond, got some water. But I went back at once to try again.
I gotta beat him somehow, I just gotta block better. ...And I need to hit him too.
So I went back to the realm of dreams. And again I woke up directly besides him.
''Back for 'nother beating? Ha Ha Ha'' ''Not this time'' ''I'm ready boy, come at me whenever you want''
I hesitated for a moment He let's me do the first hit?
But he didn't wait for me to attack him. Again the right swing. Wich I managed to block. & again the undercut. Wich I again failed to block.
And again, I woke up. ''For fucks sake!''
Again, a walk to the pond and back again. Again, I went to my dreams.
And... Again. I was beaten.
This continued for some time. I have honestly no idea for how long. I lost completely track of time, of day and night. When I woke up while it was bright I used my own eyes. When it was dark I used the beast eyes.
I fully went into routine, doing the same thing day after day. In between hunting a deer since I got hungry, but that wasn't often.
© The Zero 零 Squad, 2013-2016
"Such a petulant child..."
(Pose Ref is this)
Stars are what I reached for
The ground is what I hit
Life continues to beat me down
Like I don't deserve to live
One day I will die, I know
Till then it's misery
So let's cut out the middleman
And all just cease to be