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I find you beautiful
When I look at you, all I see are the things I love about you. Your anger, your trust, your fragility, your strength, all of it wrapped up in a bow that encompasses you. When you worry, I want to crease the lines on your face. When you’re sad I wish for the world to burn. There’s days I want to yell, tell you that there’s never a need for you to try that hard, you’re a shining star whose light keeps us warm. You’re strong enough to take care of yourself but you’re so soft I want to hold you like a bird in my palm. You’re so human, with flaws, with trials and with experience but left with so much more to explore. You’re beautiful and I love you.
The king or fool?
Pant pant, each breath I draw makes me weary, the nightking coming up from below,
All by my sights got me reeling,
Where in the hell do I go?
The wretched plains, the sturdy wind
Toss me up and down
With the nightking coming, and everyone running, up the hill we go up and abound
His face as flat as a wall
A maw entirely made of fangs
His crown quite crooked and oh so lurid
In motion when he hunts his men
The pits of us commonfolk crushed
With every swipe he takes down with his hands
They gash they reap, sow and keep
The souls of those going up the way
With labored breathing, I’ve touched the top
A hill no one’s ever truly climbed
The nightking gawks with his beedy eyes
Churning up my insides
His retreat is swift and vicious
I was confused and noticed what was amiss
A man utop this hill so high
There’s no way I could ever get down
In a way I’ve become the king of the hill
I sewed what I worked on and reaped all the more
But alone on this hill of emptiness
Makes me a fool for running up with no friends no less
The wisps of love
It’s like a haunting, every trinket, every verse, makes it feel like the house is cursed.
The walls look the same, but the vibe has changed.
Dreams of you whispering in my ears, I jolt up to wipe my tears.
It’s like grieving the dead, yet you’re alive, sometimes I feel nothing, other times it’s like you’ve died.
The glimpses of us: former you and me, paint a portrait I knew but now cannot see
Melancholy pangs my heart, but the feelings fade
Overtime the wisps of love will do the same
Drowning
It used to be a calm, open ocean, the beaches were clean, the sunset , bright and vast across the sky before dwindling into a chasm-like darkness. It wasn’t ever a cold darkness, just comforting, and like a canvas which sprinkled bright stars across the sky.
Now that ocean has become ravenous, the beach floor covered with glass, plastic and oils, the once sandy floors barely visible. Once you try to dip your feet, you’re only swept away by the harsh torrent, you, an air breather only trying to swim atop the relentless waves, but only getting swept up again in a sea of agony.
Your lungs fill to the brim, and your arms try to wane against the water in a desperate attempt to float again. Another wave hits and you’re sent tumbling, your back wounded and bleeding from the debris on the floor and you only feel the void take you.
You call for help, but the guard at the podium looks away, ignoring your plight as they have other waters they need to wade. Your eyes are red from salt and the despair that no one wants to, no one will save you unless you learn how to swim.
Conny the oni child from miira no kaikata
Love letter- Andrea Cleofe
In my embrace, found shelter from the cold
Long awaited, you threw off your sorrows
On my side, we cuddled , you feeling bold
Void of worries, we now have tomorrows
Evenings with you are more than delightful
Young lovers like us are peaceful in mind
Ours is a love that make some spiteful
United together makes me more kind
Summers past up to now is amazing
One couldn't have predicted the outcome
My interferences got us blazing
Unabashed I am since you're my loved one
Changes have begun but it's all just fine
Having you besides me just makes me shine
Made a fancy version of marshmallow for my friend
Howdy! My name is flowey! Flowey the flower!
Passing through
I see you staring from the street Our eyes at a brief meet It's not like we could speak For words utterance makes us weak It's been awkward since then You trying hard to become a man You're praying hard not to falter Wish I could scream it from an alter I've tried to move passed this Every person since being a miss I can't help but wonder If you've had as many blunders We've changed, but not enough Feel like without you, I've gotten tough Out exteriors so soft and sweet But the chill in my chest gives me cold feet Talking again would be really nice But a person like you doesn't take that vice Instead we'll stand here across the street Running from each other without a second beat
I made amethyst! I love Steven universe , and amethyst is a really cool one. I made her for my cousin Jenny, so I hope she enjoys it <3 . Happy birthday love!
Backtracking
Visions to life Pages to tell I cried out of strife And it didn't end well Decisions so callous Tears into shame I feel so much malice And you're to blame Even with all that I still care Longing for the days you were there Always feeling lighting stares Now I only wonder from where I miss our fingers intertwining Eyes locked , and us smiling I know how it ended up dying Guess I should stop whining Maybe one day I'll find you again And maybe this time, it won't have to end
Seventeen cover I'll say now, I messed up on a word :P
