happy birthday to all the unhinged women out there. be bitchy, grow muscle, be amazing, be pathetic, create the most beautiful pieces of art, dont shower for a month, be sad, be happy, cry alone, ask for help, be violent, be remorseful, learn, study, rot in bed, lose your sense of empathy, be good, be kind, teach, command, follow, breathe, create create create, be angry, destroy, be inconsistent, be obsessive, be organised, be compulsive, do horrible things, do amazing things, ask for forgiveness
maybe you do not deserve to be forgiven, maybe we are nothing more than our shortcomings...
if we are only bad things, what does that make us, if not the perfect ground to start rebuilding.
maybe you cant be so morally good that you would give yourself and everything to a partner, maybe your habits make you uncomfortable to be around, maybe you aren't goodness personified.
but what does that mean?
just, we should never have to hide parts of ourselves or pretend that they're accidents or slip ups. Sometimes we do bad things, on purpose, sometimes we smell like shit and are irritable and we don't try to repress it.
should we try to minimise other's pain?
probably, and if we hurt someone because of something that we did on purpose we ask for forgiveness.
do we have to be perfect before we ever enter society? thats how it feels like sometimes.
do bad things, but ultimately, try to be a good person.women