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Would you still love me if I were a worm,
Which is to say, would you still love me if I couldn’t take you on walks Which is to say, would you still love me if I couldn’t feed you Which is to say, would you still love me if I didn’t play with you Which is to say, would you still love me if I didn’t kiss your head and pet your fur Which is to say, would you still love me if I didn’t serve you?
If I could provide you nothing, would you still come to me tail wagging Place your head in my lap, lick at my lotioned legs, Whine when I ignore you, chase me when I run from you?
Or would you find someone new, someone who could give you all those things And more. Would it even hurt for you to leave me, or would I be an afterthought? I’d like to think you’d never leave my side, no matter what Man’s best friend and all.
We’ve been together for so long, not us two but humans and canines. When we leave for the stars will you come with us? I’d take you with, I’d take you anywhere I went.
You were made to serve us, but it is us that serve you To a dog, man is God And who would worship a God if they could give no boons, answer no prayers, quell no storms, bless no harvests Which is to say, I don’t deserve your worship
Someone once said that humans are a dog’s whole life while they’re only a chapter to us. What a terribly sad thing to say. You deserve a whole novel
You give me so much and I give nothing in return I weep into your fur and you wait patiently, I injure myself and you try lick the wound to help I lag behind you as you run and you slow and look back waiting for me, I step on your tail and you cry but immediately forgive me, I hold you as you tremble from the thunder that I can do nothing about
I know this is a Dog eat dog world, so I would not feel betrayed If you stopped loving me So I ask again, would you still love me if I were a worm?
6th poem to post.
Tw/cw: fighting dog mentions, trauma (hinted at), abuse (hinted at), and aggressive dog mentions.
I'm a fighting dog.
That's what I was
Made and trained for.
But you lie and say
"We did our best
To give her a
Good life and love."
You act innocent
When you are the
Ones who made me
Like this, a monster.
Yet somehow you
Make it out to be
Me who is the problem.
I'm a fighting dog.
Made and trained to be.
I do what you say
I do what you make me.
I am aggressive cause
Of what you did
I wish I wasn't.
5th poem to post. Another dog & wolf related poem, lol. A lot of my poems are canine related cause of me being a canine kin [specifically wolfdog kin].
Tw/cw: biting mention, abuse hinted at(?), and I think that's all. Let me know if you find any tw/cw I didn't add that I need to.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it/xe) [trying something new with my sign off thing on my poem posts]
I think that
I should roll over
And whine sorry
Over and over again
But instead I growl
I bare my teeth
And snap at you
I bite and growl
I should roll over
I should say sorry
I should be a good dog
A good wolf
But I'm not
I growl and bite
I'm a bad dog
A bad wolf
I should roll over
I growl and snap
I should whine sorry
I bare my teeth and bite
I'm sorry I'm not good
I bite even when
You try to help me
For I'm scared
I'm sorry I'm bad
I growl even when
You're kind for I don't
Know when you'll stop
3rd & 4th poems to post. Posting these together cause they are related.
Tw/cw: violence(?), tearing skin, and bone mention.
I want to bare my teeth
And tear at 'my' skin
Until all that's left
Is the bone underneath
For the bone will be
More right than the skin
Despite it still
Being wrong
But I cannot
For this body's
Teeth are not sharp
Enough to tear the skin
So I bare my teeth
At the image in the mirror
For it is wrong
It is not right
-------------------------------------------------------
I want to bare my claws
And tear at 'my' skin
Until all that's left
Is the bone underneath
For the bone will be
More right than the skin
Despite it still
Being wrong
But I cannot
For this body's
'Nails' are not sharp
Enough to tear the skin
So I bare my claws
At the image in the mirror
For it is wrong
It is not right
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it)
Second poem to post.
Tw/cw: abuse but not named. Nothing else I can think of but let me know if you find anymore.
Another canine/dog related poem.
Trying something different with the read more thing being after the title of the poem.
I love like a dog
Always going back
To people who hurt me
Cause that's what I
Was taught that love is
I love like a dog
Always letting people
I love hurt me
Cause that's what I
Was taught that love is
I love like a dog
Always waiting for
People to hurt me
Cause that's what I
Was taught that love is
I love like a dog
I hurt the people
I love just the same
Cause that's what I
Was taught that love is
First poem to post, lol.
No tw or cw I can think of.
This poem is very dog related.
The formatting is different on here than it was on my notes app, so it might seem weird. Although it might have seemed weird anyway, lol.
You taught me to fight
Yet when I fight
You label me a
Bad dog
You taught me to bite
But when I bite
You call me a
Bad dog
You taught me to growl
Yet when I growl
You say I'm a
Bad dog
You taught me this
But when I listen
You declare me a
Bad dog
You taught me
Yet I listen and
You insist I'm a
Bad dog
You taught me
How to be a
Bad dog