fr, yall will never understand how disappointed i am of myself rn, bcz i was actually getting kinda better n now im thinking abt the fastest n easiest ways to commit again
The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
Went back to talk with one of our little robot dragons, and when he said THAT I already was like "oh no. No no no-"
And then.
HoYo, istg, just kill me at this point. JUST KILL ME. THE ANGST IS BECOMING UNBEARABLE