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I'M SO FUCKING GAY I—

Get you one who can do both 😍

y’all i got cocky and somehow got myself into drawing 45 bust shots 😀

My last string of sanity, gone.

Guys I want you all to know that Till saw Luka as Ivan, not Mizi. Not once did he hallucinate her during that sequence it was Ivan until the very end until Till saw Mizi in the audience and died in her arms. He cares for both of them guys. BOTH OF THEM. What if I krilled myshelf

life is scary because what do you mean i could inherit a chronic kidney disease from my grandmother and leave my loved ones behind

Ladybug by the altogether is going to be available on Spotify and I am trying to come to terms with that

im fucked, aren't i?

@ionlypostmymeemocs @nitr0nine

Doing one of these but with my mutuals after seeing this image on my dash today!!

..Y'know he may be the god of war but.. I'm not mad. No, no not at all. :)

@xxgalacticambitionsxx @hatbox-apologist @ghostingyourass79 @kittieshauntedourfantasy @emerald194 @thatonerabbit @comical-icicle

TFW WHWN YOU NEED TO BUY THE NEW MARBLE HORNETS TIMPLUSH

(bc FUCKYEAHtheycamebackwithaplushie)

BUT YOUR FUCKING BROKE AND YOU SOMT HAVE $30 TO BUY IT

:((((((((

In the latest episode of "The Rookie", Undertale is namedropped! In an... entirely confusing fashion.. part of me wonders if someone was playing a prank on Nathan Fillon by telling him to say this, but who knows!

(Note: This post was sourced from here. I usually try to avoid reposting things I see on other Toby Fox focused accounts, but I figured this was too funny not to mention. Go follow them and support their post!)

I'm really in love with the idea of teen SKK falling for each other in mundane moments because the world they live in is so crazy and filled with violence and death that when Dazai breaks into Chuuya's apartment on their day off and finds him finishing cooking his favorite crab meal he can't help but feel like struck by lightning as he stares at the two plates that Chuuya already put out.

But the craziest thing is how while he is surprised by the fuzzy feelings, they don't feel unfamiliar.

Not in the way that he was in love before, he wasn't, but because it feels so normal to look at Chuuya and be filled with warmth and smiling like an idiot.

(Obviously, he has to complain about there not being enough crab and the slug's table being chibi-sized to make up for it.)

But Chuuya isn't any better even if it takes him a little longer, he feels even more ridiculous with it because there shouldn't be anything endearing about waking up next to the damn mackerel in his own bed when he went to sleep alone last night.

And yet he knows that he still had his work clothes and shoes on, but Chuuya is only wearing socks and not his coat anymore and his blanket is put over him so that he isn't freezing and he thinks suddenly that maybe he could get used to this.

The thought hits him like a train and he sits up in shock and while it's stunning him, it also feels like he is reading an old book he forgot in the back of his shelf.

The feelings flooding through his veins aren't new, he couldn't say when they became so familiar, but they feel as natural as the blood within him.

(Obviously, he has to kick Dazai out of his bed and yell at him.)

I just love the idea that they both fell for each other silently and got so used to loving each other that it was as natural as breathing to them, but it sneaked up on them one day in an innocent moment of idyllic domesticity in this violence-filled world they are navigating through.

VERY unpopular opinion : it's so easy to restrict or too fast when you're busy

I for one was doing math and history/geography stuff for I don't know how long and literally forgot to eat for 3 DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS

Uhhuhm anyway I lost liek 7 FUCKING POUNDS IN 3 FUCKING DAYS

*Keeps composure cuz she's a lady* uhum

I started seeing titty bone is ghat even a thing like the cell in which the organs are in prisoned (it legit looks like prison bars ) (don't ask how I know)

AND AND GUESS WHAT. I DIDNT LOOSE TITTY FAT WOOOHOOOOOOOO

I HAVE TITTY AND IM SKINNY

YO BITCH IS SLIM THICK AHAHAH

Again I stopped caring about food like 3 months ago and lost approximately 12kg so

in conclusion :keep yo ahh busy ho

Hehe that one nirvana song

I WANNA HIT BEANSS SO BAD

beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans

Do u ever starve to the point u feel low-key high?

I try to manipulate myself too

I HATTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE THE FEELING OF FAT UNDER MY SKIN

Oh to go back to the first day i self hsrmed

Does amybody else have school on saturdays??

I JUST REALIZED IVE BEEN SAED WHEN I WAS A CHILD

THE MEMORY JUST LIKE APPEARED OUT OF THIN AIR OMFG WHERE WAS THIS?!

eating dry cereal with a fork and feeling like a prey animal rn

Huahsbdjwjsjxbhdusjaisudhdnj AAAAAAAAAAAAAA *explodes Deltarune style*

these are for @crossovergarden-art ^^

look at you, you're gorgeous!

Not to be a Daniel simp on main but this scene awakened something in me

Thank you Michael

HE LOOKS SO CUTE!!!

Mercury doodles!! :3 ☀️ 🪽

I did a redraw from an old Valentine's day drawing, I really loved how it turned out 🩷

did it mean anything to you

I'M SO FUCKING GAY I—

Get you one who can do both 😍

Thinking about Wade's life and his mental health issues a lot, and I just thought about this. Not only being abused, but his entire brain being made out of cancer, and the fact that oxygen was physically taken from his brain over the course of 2+ days multiple times?

We see him coloring a lot and claim multiple times that he doesn't/ can't read (this is probably a bit, I guarantee he can read), but it had me thinking what if some days were more childish then others as part of his coping mechanisms?

At first, Logans was really confused about why Althea puts up with it until he realizes that it's extremely good for him to just... be taken care of? Praised and given affection for the bare minimum? He thinks it's weird. This wasn't the same man he was fighting with yesterday.

Coming into the living room, he sees Wade sprawled out with crayons and markers all around him with multiple pictures already coloured, his notebook having pages ripped out of it as he kicks his feet and hums.

On the tv, there are cartoons playing. Once in a while, he'll look up at the tv and then go back to coloring. "What are you doing??"

"Hi wolvie. 'm colouring."

"He's behaving, so don't ruin it." Al says. There's pictures by her, and she is holding a box of cereal.

"O..kay??" Sitting down, he's almost too curious to just walk away, picking up puppins so she doesn't ruin his drawings, petting her confusedly.

Sometimes, Al will hold out some cereal in her hand. "Wade." And he will see him shimmy over and take the cereal. "Thank you."

"You're welcome, baby."

As hes scooting back to his color spot he stops and watches the tv for a bit longer then usual.

"...What.. the fuck." Logan says to her and she gives him a brow raise. "What?"

"What is he doing?"

"He's coloring. And I thought I was the blind one."

"No no I mean.. those aren't murder plans. That's puppins."

"Yes? And?"

"And.. what did you do to him?"

"Treated him like a human being. Give it a try once inawhile." She says, and he comes back with more pictures, climbing in between them with no regard for space as he leans into her.

"Oh thank you. What is it?"

"It's you."

"Oh? How sweet. Do I look good?"

"Mhm!"

"Im glad. How about you show our friend here your amazing pictures. And he better be nice!"

So wade turns and now is leaning on logan as he points to a different picture. One of Logan with Puppins on a leash with a sun in the corner and crappy grass, a hearts all over the place.

At first he wants to tell him to get off of him, but seeing the pictures and how excited his eyes were to show him, it hits him and he understands.

".. uhm.. thank you?" But he puts it back in his hand. "Oh- you want me to keep it?"

Wade nods and starts cleaning up his crayons.

Logan turns to whisper to Al "How long does this go on?"

"About 2 hours or so."

"Why?"

"God only knows, but it helps with his nightmares."

"Colouring helps with his nightmares??"

"Its more then that. Hey sweetheart? Why don't you bring your ponys out."

"Theyre horses."

"Oh im sorry, my mistake. I think logan here wants to play horses."

Logan gives her a look like excuse me? When did I sign up for that? "No.. uhm.. I think im good."

Wade gets this look of sad innocence but goes to get them anyway, beginning to play by himself, brushing them and making them talk to each other quietly. As if he speaks any louder, he would get hit.

Logan groans and is like "Gimme a fucking horse.."

From then on, Logan is quick to understand what's happening and is much nicer to him, starts giving him snacks, buying him actual coloring books, and has pinned his drawings to the fridge each time he's gifted one. His horses name is Buttercup, by the way.