「It's an awful feeling like a rot. The way it just turns and twists at your insides. I know that aching so well. I feel it whenever I see people whose lives come easy because the truth is I'm not really a good person」❀•✧
throughout my years of being stupid on the internet it hass always been my biggest wish to have a big following. At first i wanted to be a minecraft youtuber, one who always wins the fight and has the prettiest builds. then i wanted to become a singer, or a lyricist, so my favorite bands liked me. I also wanted to be an actor at one point. Now i dream popular enough artist to have fanart made of me, to have people assign me which insect or bird or mushroom i am the most like.