S3lf Harm - Blog Posts
filter: relapsing relapse
I was telling you about how school is so draining that I dread getting up in the morning but you yelling at me to "clean my room"and"try harder"
What if the next time you see me I'm covered I'm my own blood with pills all around me would you tell me to "clean my room:
All I do is bleed
I bleed for you
I bleed for them
I bleed for her
I bleed for him
I bleed for me
All I am is a bleeding bloody mess
Paranoia is crazy cause when i sh its fine but the second it's someone I care about I have to know every time and everything about it or I'm going to assume you bleeding out on the bathroom floor
A little poem I wrote
Tw sh mentioned
Tap tap tap
All I hear is tap tap tap tap
It changes as it gets louder click clack tap click clack tap
I want it to stap to sound makes me want to rip out my heart as I'm begging it to stop
It grows louder click clack bang tap tap tap tap
I can't take it and I find my escape
The cold silver that will take it all away
A new sound it made
Slice
The noise stops and all I hear is the hum of the van every since theat day I slice my skin to make the noise go away
MAN that was a workout but I wanted to draw every character at least once if not just for future reference! I've got like 3,000 hours on this game over the course of eight years and I think I may be playing it for the rest of my life
Think I might make a portrait mod 🤔
Shoutout to my friends for helping me through my eye style crisis
I wish I was hated in all my social media, so I could cut myself, not thinking about that someone is caring for me.
WAR IS OVER
HOLY HELL, FINALLY A MONTH WITHOUT SELF-HARM, DEPRESSIVE THOUGHTS, AND URGE TO SU!C!DE, INTERESTING, WILL I GET 2 MONTHS???
HELL YEAH!! FINALLY 18 DAYS WITHOUT SH, GONNA GET A MONTH WITHOUT SH SOON🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥💥💥
"Dad issues"
"Mommy issues"
Nah-uh, I'm the issue
I wanna comm!t su!c!de on my birthday. I'll be free. I'll get rid of the pain. And when I do it, everyone will be happy.
I'm sorry mom for being a bad daughter. I'm sorry for the bad grades, but now... You don't need to worry about them<3
19.03.2024.
TW: Bl00d!!
Don't report, just block if you're sensitive towards sh and bl00d. Hope you're okay, because usually these kinds of posts are watching people who are struggling with sh.
Help your child before it's too late.
(The bl00d looks so faky tbh. Probably because my phone is making everything brighter:/)
My birthday will be in 2 days, yet I still have suicidal thoughts, and desire to cut myself:/
Never expected to stay clean(?) for 14 days... Well, how to say clean.... If I can't cut, I'll beat, bite, and burn myself, just because it gives me more pleasure. And I bit myself so hard that there are bruises left after that
How many degrees do I need to make a first degree burn? Just trying new methods of sh!