Self Realization - Blog Posts

The entire world is in your mind which means whatever you consider “plausible” “possible” or “likely” happens. Once you start to defy the so-called rules of reality and return to your Self, everything will be considered possible to you.

Matthew 19:26 NIV:

Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

So therefore, if you understand perfectly clearly that you can’t do anything to find that very, very important thing—God, Enlightenment, Nirvāṇa, whatever—then what? Well, I find—you know—it’s so stupid, because even if I tell myself, “Well, there’s nothing I can do about it.” Why did I say that? You see? why did I say that? Why did I go out of my way to tell myself there’s nothing I can do about it? Because in the back of my mind there’s a funny little feeling that if I did tell myself that, something different would happen. See?

Alright, so even that doesn’t work. Nothing works. Now, when absolutely nothing works, where are you? Well, here we are—I mean, there’s a feeling of something going on. The world doesn’t stop dead when there’s nothing you can do. There’s something happening. Now, just there: that’s what I’m talking about. There’s the happening. When you are not doing anything about it, you’re not not doing anything about it; you just can’t help it, it goes on despite anything you think or worry about, or whatever. Now there is the point. Right there.

~Alan Watts

After starting Fem HRT I am much more aware of smell and it has an effect on me. Before, all I knew was "bed bath and beyond is a headache zone, avoid at all costs", but now I have a candle that smells like "English Pear" and I smell it OFTEN in order to calm down. AND MY HUSBANDS ARMPITS SMELL SO GOOD WHEN HES SWEATY IT MAKES ME MELT. He smells so sweet. He thinks it's icky. Silly man 🤦‍♀️

Tudo o que aparece é você. Perceba👁👁

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Ai eu ainda vejo tanta gente pensando nossa eu tô tão frustrado por não ter isso não ter aquilo como que você vai ter algo ou deixar de ter sendo que tudo é você, ai mas se tudo é eu por que tantos problemas aparecem para eu mesmo? simplesmente problemas só aparecem, tudo isso aqui é nada mais nada menos do que o amado eterno aparecendo como tudo, você é esse amado que aparece como tudo, você que é o amado aparece como essa falsa aparência aparece como seus pais sua família aparece como tudo, tudo é você inclusive você também é em si ADR e também instalagem. Que como eu disse tudo é você, tudo é composto pelo amado infinito eterno. Vários nomes podem chamá-lo, mas eu prefiro chamá-lo de amado por conta do Tony Person, e é sobre isso. Então basicamente não se estresse por não ter algo, porque é impossível você ter ou deixar de ter, porque os problemas simplesmente aparecem. Não ter algo é algo que simplesmente aparece, não existe, ninguém tendo estes problemas. É que nem o vento, você não consegue pegá-lo, eles não existem, são inexistentes, perceba isso.

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What I Learned By Having A Celebrity Crush

I learned the most about myself actually. While I took time over the months of the developing friendship to learn more about the eclectic interests and talents of my crush, what I really realized was that I am worth it. I started out feeling understandably very inferior to him. But as our interactions progressed I saw that he was just a man doing a job that he loved - just like me. Okay, yes he was know worldwide and made more money than me. But in the end we are both people... That made me smile. I found myself striving daily to work better and smarter. I found myself working out and taking pride in myself. Mind you I never spoke to my crush or met him in person. The knowledge of his connection with me was enough to start making the changes I had really needed to for some time. It is incredible. I may never speak to this man. I may never see him in person. Hell, he may not even be who he says he is. All the same I have used this time to acknowledge to myself that I'm worthy. I will not settle. Don't have to. Can't wait for what is to come!