I lose so much swing when I render digitally. I think if I cared a lil less about form I'd be better for it. Less rigid, seeing the bigger picture. I'm determined to break the habit!
The other night I watched ping pong for the first time and was blown away by how fluid the animation was. I need to prioritize feeling over making something look 'finished'. I think a lot of the 'mid' I make happens when i start forcing and dabbling in the arbitrary. I often wonder if it's a symptom of people pleasing (I'll unpack this another day). Although, sometimes I need that mid-shit just so I can get myself out of a mental block and keep the "muscle" active. I just don't want it to be a crutch or something that'll box me in 😠why tf am I thinking about all this rn