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went out today to walk and get snacks so i could binge eat before i start fasting ⭐
here have the unaesthetic pictures 💔
Broke my fast at 75 hours and 52 minutes
I've lost 1.8kg/4lbs and I had a small meal to break my fast under 500 Cal's. And started another fast for consistency.
Accidentally fasting has to be the best things ever. Like I don't need food. It's obvious I eat because I'm bored not hungry. I need to do better.
A4a reminder
An E.D. (any disorder, for the matter), doesn't have one fixed shape or form. Not everyone struggling with it is extremely thin with their ribs visible. Check up on your friends and if you're the one struggling, you're still valid, just as you are.
I want to be able to hang out with my friends and not feel self concious abt my rolls
I want to be able to look at an overweight person and feel relieved that I don't relate to them and wonder how it can get so bad.
while I'm not necessarily heavy on the thigh gap, I'm dying to have thin legs. I need my bones to show.
I need to starve myself and lose sm weight in a short time that my parnets get severly concerned
I went some where w my bf yesterday and he took a pic of me while i wasn't paying attention. That double chin was HORRID.
Fasting is addicting once you get into it
I can't wait to be done w my exams so i can starve myself properly again