The Distance

I really feel like going for a walk right now:/

my biggest TV crush in a while

#📂 What’s mine, is mine. (Do Gangjae)

© 2021 feverjimin. do not translate, copy, or repost without permission.

do gangjae x female

warnings: 18+ warnings, nsfw, sexual content, drinking, public sex, oral (female receiving), dry humping, fingering, slight choking, hair pulling, spanking. this entirely a smut.

word count: 2.6k

notes: i know what you’re thinking…I only have one thing to say…somebody has to love the villain. If you find this smut, or rather it finds you, then maybe we’ve both found a new friend? let me know what you think at least.

if you’re a music reader might i recommend the weeknd - starboy (8D audio for headphone users)

Cool toned neon lights of purples and blues bounced off everyone’s skin sitting around the club. The wild partying had subsided casually as the night began to fade. The rumble and base of rhythmic music boomed off the walls from the surround sound systems. The distant ping of balls clashing against one another came from the game of pool nearby. The strong, intoxicating smell of men's cologne and cigarettes filled the atmosphere. You could’ve sworn you felt the vibration of the music through the furniture as you sat on the lounge chair beside Gangjae.

You watched him blow smoke through his teeth before he flicked ashes from the burning cigarette into the clear ashtray nearby. His eyes were in a constant focus across the room, even when you had tried to get his attention, he would always follow back to whatever it was distracting him. You licked your lips, a slight tinge ran over your taste buds at the visit to the leftover alcohol on your lips. You had put away drinks left and right. Your hand lightly ran up Gangjae’s thigh, he simply smothered the end of his cigarette and only glanced at you for a mere second. You had given up your attempts to interact with him until his fingers slid up your back and snaked around the back of your neck to turn your head towards him, he protested your threat to leave his side.

“Oh, so you do remember me?” You giggled with a laziness in your eyes. It had become apparent to him how much you had to drink that night. He could tell just by simply looking at you. A typical Saturday night of fun for you both, Gangjae taking you out for drinks so you could unwind and destress while he plotted his next move with his crew.

It was the least he could do for you after you stood behind him all these years as he crawled up from nothing to something. He knew the night was nearing its end as you crawled into his lap, your signature signal for his full attention after you’ve had enough of partying on your own. Your hands ran over his bare chest exposed under his opened jacket. You felt him tense as he exhaled harshly through his nose.

“What’s the matter?” You uttered with concern at his distantness. However, this started to occur more often than not within the past few weeks. Something rested on his bones that he couldn’t shake sometimes, perhaps sometimes, he was just too tired.

“There’s a guy over there,” He clicked his drug-spiced tongue. You naturally followed his line of vision but his hand turned your head back to him. “He’s had his eyes on you all night.” Gangjae stated before he finally looked at you, his dark eyes held a glint of something sinister. His attempt to be emotionless was transparent to you.

“Good for him, I guess.” You shrugged as you pushed your core harder against Gangjae as you straddled yourself on his lap. Your short dress rose up, the threads on your underwear nursed his crotch. Though his thick cock now had your full attention, blood rushed to the brim, he still managed to be unreachable.

“What? It’s not like he’s the one taking me back to the hotel.” You mumbled as you kissed along his jawline before you glided up to give him some space. The action, normally, was an obvious signal to your favorite part of the night, the cherry on top up of the sundae; Gangjae fucking you senseless after a long week.

You supposed if had better things on his mind, then there was nothing you could do. His forearms snatched your thighs back down onto as he adjusted his body, he slouched further in the seat, his firm hands circled your bottom. His mouth latched onto yours, his tongue slid over your bottom lip. You seemed to have had him convinced that you deserved his attention more, but strangely enough, you could almost taste the aggravation on his tongue. A flavor of revenge or something along those lines.

You stiffened your posture and twisted your hips against him, he pressed upward as his muscles guided your hips to gently rock. The material of his inseams became damp at the surface due to your frustration. Your hands trickled up his torso before he pulled away for fresh oxygen, the scent of the alcohol on your breath invaded his nostrils. It seemed to remind the both of you of your location.

“No time to make it back to the hotel, looks like I’ll have to have you right here, right now.” His voice had been rich with dark enthusiasm. His hands laced around your hips as he sprung up from the chair with you coiled around him. He quickly walked over to the bar and placed you like an expensive bottle of cognac on the glass countertop. His fingers tangled with your hair as he kissed your neck. “You think you would be up for it, for me?” He licked over the chills behind your ear.

“But Gangjae-“ You coed at him, though you loved the image the idea put in your head, you were a bit unsure. His lips felt so plush against your warmed skin. The heat of his breath mixed with heat from the alcohol in your blood. The way he always knew where to touch, an expert at what he does. This was one of those times you knew to let him take matters into his own hands. No matter how long or how quick it lasted this time, you just had a want, no need, to be fulfilled.

“You’re mine,” he pulled away just long enough to look into your eyes with a devilish smile on his face, his fingers scraping against your scalp smoothly, “and everyone here needs to remember that.” he growled low. Yes, you were his most prized possession, a true gift from above through all his trials and errors, and that sleazy bastard giving you the look over had him sizing himself up all night. There would be no changing his deranged, love infected mind, everyone was on his territory, in his kingdom. The King had more to claim than just the throne. He watched as you nodded your head to agree with a smirk as you simply just wanted him and his rough touch already.

With that he slammed your body down against the sturdy countertop with a thud. A shiver moved through blood. The sudden commotion had gained nearly all the attention of those around you at the bar and with everyone knowing Gangjae’s nature, no one objected and due to the type of men he kept around, there was a small wave of praise for him and his unleashed beast broiling up. His hands ripped through your clothes with ease, his mouth left hickeys everywhere it landed on your skin. You easily became a puddle underneath his affection, your hormones raged and pulsed between your legs. His chest fell on yours, your skin plastered against one another's with blissful sin.

His mouth enveloped your sensitive nipples, the edges of his teeth raked over them. You whimpered with advice that he was making progress as your own hand ran through his feathered hair. He soon propped himself up and hovered over you like a dark sheet of desire.

“We can put on a show for them, can’t we baby?” He purred in your ear with encouragement before he briskly yanked your underwear down to your ankles as he stood to his feet. You found yourself overwhelmed with lust at the way Gangjae handled you.

The nervous feeling of everyone watching and enjoying the scene excited you, you weren’t only the center of attention Gangjae, but to a population that supported him. You almost smiled with tickled cheeks as you could’ve sworn someone had clapped at your sudden exposure to the growing crowd. Gangjae, confidently glanced around his audience before he pushed your legs apart and gave your pussy a spank. A whimper spilled from your lips as the palm of his hand caused an arousing friction between your thighs.

“Fuuuck! It looks so pretty under this light.” He admired dramatically as his finger dipped inside you to lube up his finger, goosebumps erupted over your body. “Don’t get shy on me now.” He chuckled as he watched you bite your lip to suppress a giggle from his flirtatious manor. Though you knew he always liked to show off, you were his next favorite to show off. Gangjae’s ego doubled in size after seeing how wet you had already become for him. If he had known he could’ve pulled this off so easily, he perhaps would’ve started sooner.

You always appreciated a good tease but tonight you were feeling eager. Touch starved was an understatement. What a thrill it was to be Gangjae’s and belong to him. At least the Gangjae you knew had made that feel special.

He retrieved a bar stool for himself and sat down with easy access to your pussy, you wondered how much longer you could take. His mouth suctioned to your clit and your fingers gripped the edge of the counter with sudden haste, your hips bent forward and submitted to his mouth.

He let your low moans guide him around to find the best pattern and pleasurable pace of his tongue. Two of his fingers hooked inside of you and massaged perfectly at your g-spot. He moved them in and out, faster with every rushed sigh from your lungs. You were becoming as slippery as soap at the delight.

“It..it feels so good, Gangjae!” You moaned, the atmosphere ignited with desire as everyone could hear the king pleasing his queen. No doubt in Gangjae’s mind that he could bring you to bliss right then and there but his twitching cock became the ringleader of the sinful act. He removed his fingers and sucked the mess off you of them with satisfaction in his eyes at how you tasted.

His free hand dug for a condom in his back pocket. After his tongue lapped a few more times at your clit making your chest rise and fall with soft whines, his hands fumbled with the button of his pants which quickly came undone and down to the floor they went. He pumped himself roughly as he ripped through the condom wrapper with his bare teeth before rolling it down his enormous, hard cock. Colors bloomed across his cheeks when you gasped at the feeling of his cock sinking inside your quivering slit. All for everyone to witness. This had been a fantasy you both secretly shared for a while, Gangjae was proud that he brought himself to finally do it. Your beautiful body beneath him as all eyes were on you both. You let the bright lights evade your unfocused vision and the music soaked up your hearing outside of Gangjae’s sharp groans.

“Shit, you’re always so fucking…tight!” He groaned through clenched teeth and tight jaws as he felt you clench around him passionately and needy. Growing mad with lust, his hand slithered up your body to your neck, his fingers wrapped around it like a tight necklace and he squeezed just enough to keep himself steady as his hips rolled against you. He grunted with every thrust of his cock. The neon lights above the bar were the last thing you saw as your eyes rolled behind your lids, dizzy and ecstatic, that eccentric pulse crept around your insides.

”You’re such a good little fuck, Y/n.” He praised as his cock squelched out of you before he had the chance to cum, he moved your legs up in the air and kissed down the back of them gently, your soft skin folded inside his lips like a magnet. His right hand grazed over your ass before a loud slap was heard, your bottom stung from the hard spank. Then another, much harder, he hoped to leave his hand print on your skin. A solid reminder of his intentions. Another curse left your lips, a seducing sound to Gangjae.

“Everyone gets to watch you cum for me… it’s their lucky day.” He grinned as he peppered your ass with more kisses before he turned your body over flat against the bar. The body heat radiating from the two of you had fogged the glass on the countertop where you had laid. Gangjae, along with other piercing eyes around, had taken mental photos of you in that moment, ass in the air, knees weakened, a delicious sight.

Gangjae’s hand caressed your cheek before he shoved the side of your face down against the glass, his tattooed hand grabbed a fist full of your hair and his cock plunged deep into your pussy at full force. He loved having your silky locks between his fingers. The illusion of control it held was pleasing to you both. You moaned loudly as your pussy swallowed every inch of him as he rammed his cock in and out of you. These tense actions had disrupted the still position of what few drinks sat along the bar as the liquid inside them sloshed around. Gangjae used both of his hands to pull your hair like reins on a horse while he fucked you from behind, your teeth sunk over your bottom lip to hold back most of your wicked moans. Both of your bodies glistened with sweat and passion as he used his muscles to release all his built up aggression.

That aggression had hours to multiply while he watched deceitful men eyeing you up and down all night. One man in particular was to thank for bringing such a wild idea to life. Gangjae had not forgotten where that man sat amongst the crowd around as his middle finger shot up in that direction immaturely, a huge devilish grin plastered on his face as you screamed his name in bliss. He could manage having money, drugs or godly possessions being stolen from him, but not you. No one dared to lay as much as a fingertip on you.

“Gangjae, please…fuck!” You cried as your nerves reached their limit. His fingernails grazed down your spine before they hooked around your hips to brace himself as he neared his own climax, but his priority had been bringing you to paradise first. His hand snaked around to your front, his thumb made circles over your aching clit and you were soon took over by tremors of sexual ecstasy, you convulsed right there on the bar as Gangjae finished off inside of you with slower motions in his hips, he was spent and drunk with satisfied libido.

You relaxed onto the countertop completely out of breath, Gangjae sniggered as he swirled your body over to look up at him. His fingers held your jaw tight to keep your focus up at him. His lips captured yours once more with the thrill of a champion, his heart beating in his chest at an alarming speed. For a second, he considered another round but he was lost in your tired eyes.

Everything in the air had tamed, but a sudden appearance of a man creeping out from the darker end of the bar had brought Gangjae’s high to a pause. A different tension filled the air like fog.

“Okay, so you fucked her.” A few chuckles floated by, “I don’t see a ring on her finger. So who's next to have a go?” The man spoke viciously with broad and confident shoulders. His eyes lingered over the two lovers, his calm expression masked his sulk on the inside. He was brave, you could give him that. Anyone with eyes could see how this would play out.

You watched the night take a sharp turn as Gangjae pulled his pants back up his hips with fury, the beast magically resurfacing as quick as turning on a light.

BTS - Save ME [lyrics+vocab]

난 숨쉬고 싶어 이 밤이 싫어 이젠 깨고 싶어 꿈속이 싫어 내 안에 갇혀서 난 죽어있어 Don’t wanna be lonely, just wanna be yours

➼ 숨쉬다 - to breathe ➼ 깨다 - to wake ➼ 갇히다 - to be trapped, locked in

왜 이리 깜깜한건지 네가 없는 이 곳은 위험하잖아 망가진 내 모습 구해줘 날 나도 날 잡을 수 없어

➼ 깜깜하다 - to be dark ➼ 곳 - place ➼ 위헙하다 - to be dangerous ➼ 망가지다 - to be ruined ➼ 구하다 - to save ➼ 잡다 - to catch, hold

내 심장소릴 들어봐 제멋대로 널 부르잖아 이 까만 어둠 속에서 너는 이렇게 빛나니까 그 손을 내밀어줘 save me save me I need your love before I fall 그 손을 내밀어줘 save me save me I need your love before I fall

➼ 심장소리 - heartbeat ➼ 부르다 - to call ➼ 까맣다 - to be black ➼ 손을 내밀다 - to reach out (a hand)

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Musical Monday's Week 7!

Hey everyone! I hope you're all okay and that this week has treated you kindly! I'm posting a late edition of my Musical Monday's this week. I'm sorry that it's been posted on a Saturday and not Monday, but I've not been feeling too great this past week. Anyway since I'm feeling a bit better, I'm able to post this weeks lesson! Whoop Whoop!🎉🎉🎉

I've tried my best to research my post and put up as many example sentences that I could think of for each word. But since I'm still a little under the weather they're could be a few mistakes. So if you spot any or a better way to translate a sentence please lemme know so I can fix them!

Note on translation: I have used a combination of my own sentences, Naver Dictionary's and Papago translation. Where sentences are not my own I have labelled where I've found them from.

This weeks song is just perfection!

Song: Growing Pains 너는 나만큼

Artist: Super Junior D&E

Song Request By: @hwastudies

My Thoughts on the song: Well Well Well, What a fantastic track this is! I've not heard of it before (Truth be told I didn't know there was a SJ sub unit or units! I know I know I'm so sorry!) I'm so glad I got to listen to this magnificent creation, cos now I want to listen to all of Super Junior's D&E songs back to back! I love the guitar and the piano in this song and their voices are so so beautiful. Overall 10/10! Thank you so much for introducing me to such a wonderful song, and a wonderful vocal pairing! 🤩🤩🤩

Right then. Let's get this study session started! GO GO!

VOCABULARY:

발걸음 step/ pace

미나는 누군가가 그녀를 따라오고 있다고 생각했기 때문에, 그녀는 발걸음을 빨라졌어요. Mina thought someone was following her, so she accelerated her steps. Mina thought someone was following her, so her steps became quicker. (Mine with help from Papago)

미나는 누군가가 그녀를 따라오고 있다고 생각했기 때문에, 그녀는 발걸음을 재촉했어요. Mina thought someone was following her, so she hurried her steps.

유나야! 발걸음을 늦춰주세요! Yuna! Please slow down!

미나는 발걸음이 느려고 있어요. Mina is walking slowly. (or) Mina is trying to walk slowly.

유나는 오디션에 합격했서 발걸음이 가벼웠어요. Yuna passed the audition, so her steps were light. (Meaning: Yuna passed her audition so she felt light hearted)

언젠가 sometime/ some day/ once/ one day

한국에 언젠가 가고 싶어요. I want to go to Korea someday.

떠내려가다 be swept away/ be washed away

Present Tense: 떠내려가요

Past Tense: 떠내려갔어요

Future Tense: 떠내려갈 거예요

미나의 할머니의 집은 홍수에 떠내려갔어요. Mina's grandmother's house was washed away in the flood.

닫히다 close/ shut/ bang/ slam

Present Tense: 닫혀요

Past Tense: 닫혔어요

Future Tense: 닫힐 거예요

바람에 창문이 쾅 닫혔어요. The window slammed shut in the wind. The wind slammed the window shut. (Modified Naver example)

유나는 사랑에 마음을 닫았다. Yuna closed her heart to love. (Yuna shut herself off from love) (So poetic…)

귀찮다 troublesome/ tiresome/ to be a hassle

Present Tense: 귀찮아요

Past Tense: 귀찮았어요

Future Tense: 귀찮을 거예요

유나의 남친은 참 귀찮은 존재 것 같아. Yuna's boyfriend seems to be very annoying.

야! 다시는 귀찮게 하지 말라고 했잖아! Hey! I told you not to bother me again! (Mine with help from Papago)

밀어내다 push/ shove/ force

Present Tense: 밀어내요

Past Tense: 밀어냈어요

Future Tense: 밀어낼 거예요

그 반란군들은 왕을 밀어냈어요. The rebel army pushed out the King. The rebel forces ousted the king.

쫓다 pursue/ chase

Present Tense: 쫓아요

Past Tense: 쫓았어요

Future Tense: 쫓을 거예요

지금에 경찰은 범인을 쫓고 있어요. Now the police are looking for the criminal. The police are chasing the criminal now.

콘서트에서 보안팀은 큰 군중을 쫓았어요. At the concert, the security team dispersed a large crowd. (Lit: At the concert, the security team chased a big crowd.)

집주인은 세든 사람을 쫓아냈어요 The landlord evicted the tenant.

김 유나 언니는 최신의 유행을 쫓아요. Kim Yuna unnie follows the latest trends.

급하다 urgent/ pressing/ rash

Present Tense: 급해요

Past Tense: 급했어요

Future Tense: 급할 거예요

오늘 아침에 유나는 급한 메시지 받았어요Yuna received an urgent message this morning.

그래요, 이것은 정말 급한 요구이예요. Yes, this is a really urgent request.

급한 대책 an emergency measure (Naver)

굴복하다 submit/ yield to/ surrender to

Present Tense: 굴복해요

Past Tense: 굴복했어요

Future Tense: 굴복할 거예요

나는 위협에 굴복하지 않아! I don’t give into threats!

낡다 old/ worn out/ shabby/ old-fashioned/ out dated

Present Tense: 낡아요

Past Tense: 낡았어요

Future Tense: 낡을 거예요

미나는 낡은 차를 샀어요. Mina bought an old/ shabby car. Mina bought an old banger.

그 낡은 옷을 버려. 나 너한테 새 옷은 살 거야. Throw away those old clothes. I will buy you new clothes.

우리 할머니는 낡은 집에 살아요. My grandmother lives in an old house.

MISCELLANEOUS INTERESTING THINGS I NOTICED IN THE SONG:

수없이 in large numbers 수없이도 countless times

우주에서 수없이 많은 별들이 있어요. There are countless stars in the universe.

저는 수학 시험을 수없이 되풀이할 거예요! I'm going to repeat the maths test countless times!

시계바늘들 clock hands

그저 still/ without stopping/ always

미나는 그저 웃기만 했어요. Mina did nothing but laugh. Mina just laughed. Mina just kept on laughing.

어제밤에 그저 눈이 온다. It kept on snowing last night.

어제밤에 그저 눈이 왔어요. It just snowed and snowed last night. It kept snowing last night.

낙서 doodle/ scribble/ graffiti

이 학교에 낙서 금지 있어요. There's no graffiti allowed in this school. Graffiti is prohibited in this school.

공책 notebook

저는 공책에 그림을 그렸어요. I drew a picture in my notebook.

GRAMMAR:

1.) 겠

Indicates future tense

Used for formal announcements regarding future tense

E.G Train overhead announcements

Presidents spokesperson announcing the arrival of the president to an event

Used when the speaker expresses a promise

Used when speaker announces their intention

I will wait here for you.

I will meet you

It is also used with negation particle 못 to demonstrate the speakers inability to do something or their unwillingness to do something.

I can’t talk to her because it makes me angry

I can’t go there because I’m scared of heights

Can be used when the speaker is making a formal offer/ formal request

‘What would you like…?’

Can be used to express sentences like “I BET!”

To show more politeness “알겠습니다” I Know/ I understand

이 카페는 멋이겠는 것 같아요. I think this café will be cool. (This café seems like it will be cool)

그 음식은 매우겠어요. That food must be spicy.

Formula:

겠 is not used here as a final sentence ending.

Instead it is sandwiched between Verb Stem and then the final sentence conjugation.

VS + 겠 + Conjugated sentence ending

E.G VS + 겠 + 아요/어요.

2.) -지/ 죠

Turns a statement into a question

It is the speaker asking for the listener to agree with them

This soup is spicy, isn’t it?

지 = Informal 죠 = formal

Can use it if you’re asking yourself a question, so long as the sentence contains a question word in it/ Or can be used when asking yourself what you should do.

3.) 겠 + 지 = Speaker asking themselves or someone else if something will happen in the future. It will….right?

Examples in the song:

언젠가는 지나가겠지 Someday, It’ll pass (Nuance: Someday, it'll pass, right?)

시간에 못 이겨 잊혀지겠지 (잊혀지겠지) I can't win over time, so I'll forget it (I'll forget)

(Nuance: I can’t win over time, so I’ll forget, right?)

I will post a separate grammar post, on the above topics in the future otherwise this post will get real long! 📚🤣

Here we go everyone! Study list complete! Thank you so much for studying with Musical Mondays, I hope you enjoyed studying with the post, and that you loved the song just as much as I did!

As always

Stay safe, have a beautiful day, and happy studying! X

Sources: Naver Dictionary, Papago translation, Verbix.com, Unsplash.com

Image sourced from: Unsplash.com (However I have edited it and added text)

Note: Gif not created by me. All credit should go to the original creator. I just searched for it on tumblr!

I love that clothes in Korean is 옷 the word itself looks like a tiny human, I wonder if it's a coincidence?

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