Bellusexual - Blog Posts

Ok so I have updated what I identify with

All of the above minus androgyne.

I have come to terms with being a demiboy

I also identify with the sub labels

- cupioromantic (meaning I don’t feel romantic attraction but crave a romantic relationship)

-bellusexual (being asexual but still being interested in certain sexual/physically intimate actions without feeling the actual sexual attraction)

Ummm hi? My name is Sonny (pronounced sunny) and I use all pronouns with a preference of they/them.

And uh these are the flags I associate with

- ace

- aro

- non-binary

- androgyne

- trans

- aroace

Ok. Question time:

As someone who is neurodivergent I love labels for myself. I love labelling every part of my life. This sometimes causes stress as to which labels I fit into.

Now I have realized that at this point in my life I identify with the labels;

Aroflux (fluctuating between apothiromantic and Aegoromantic usually falling closer to Aegoromantic)

Bellusexual (enjoying the aspects around sex but not sex itself)

And many others that don’t apply

Now my question is, does the aro ace label apply to me or does the aroallo label apply?

I’m not as far on the ace spectrum as I thought I was…

I need someone to kiss me but I swear to god the thought of someone kissing me makes me feel sick.

Like, what?

How do I need to be kissed but also the thought repulses me

I need to kiss someone but also magically make it so I can’t be kissed back but not in a rejection way

I need someone to kiss me but without the kiss

Like wtf does my brain want right now?

Am I going insane?

Is this a neurodivergent thing? An aromantic thing? An ace spectrum thing?

WTF IS THIS?!?!?!?

Intro post:

(Edited on January 12)

Hi, I’m Fae (internet name)

He/him ze/zir

I’m transmasc, and aro ace (Aroflux (fluctuating between apothiromantic and Aegoromantic usually falling closer to Aegoromantic) and bellusexual)

I’m late teens and have autism ( not diagnosed yet, my mother doesn’t think I do (everyone else in my life does)

I love answering questions (about my social interests especially)

Some of my favourite things include

Big mouth

Armadillos

Crochet

Swimming

Futurama

Queer identities

Spider-Man (but only in film, focussing on Tobey maguire)

Trigonometry

Biology

HTTYD (but not as much as my bestie @grey-loves-dragons )

Umbrella academy

B99

Good place

Sitcoms in general

Squid games

Currently I am so excited for:

Big mouth season 8

Squid games season 2

Exam season to be done

TFB tour dates drop!!!

Fav mutuals:

@grey-loves-vikings @nick-the-dog @andrewgloubermanfr

Is there a way I can beat the shit out of someone on the internet? I just came across an aphobe-