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thinking of changing up my tumblr aesthetic, like my banner and pfp... hmmm and maybe a new intro too bc im obviously not the same as i was last year
idk... i'll probably do it later.
if my things do change, dw, it's still me :)
Hi, how are you? I wanted to ask if you do request art? I really like your style
Hi! I'm quite good, thanks)
Thank you, I'm glad you're enjoying my art!!
I don't take requests right now, but I'll think about it in the future. I'll definitely make a post about it when I'm ready.
Damn someone actually tagged me???
10 Favourite Songs At The Moment (In Random Order)
Tagged by: @infinitalia (wow this is totally unexpected also I think I'm fangirling myself to death help)
Tagging: well to be honest I don't actually use Tumblr to talk to people so much as stalk people (I'm not creepy I swear) so I'm gonna make up for my embarrassing lack of friends by adding unnecessary commentary. After all, I can never pass up a chance to talk about myself.
1. Lord Huron - Meet Me In The Woods
It's infuriatingly catchy, as most of the songs here will be, and I also really like the lyrics.
2. Lord Huron - The Night We Met
This one's kinda sad... just makes me feel emotions. It's probably the elements of regret that I can relate with. (Can you tell how I find songs? Ans: youtube recommendations)
3. Logic and Rag'n'bone Man - Broken People
So I watched Bright with some friends the other day, and this song was in it. The movie itself was fun enough but really the songs were the best part to me.
4. Machine Gun Kelly, Bebe Rexha, X Ambassadors - Home
Also from Bright. These songs are just too catchy, man.
5. Alice Merton - No Roots
Special place on this list for making me wanna dance. (Actually I haven't really been exploring music much nowadays so I'm running out of ideas)
6. Most Imagine Dragons songs
So much for favourite songs, right? Ah, well. You can't make me choose just one, they're all good.
7. Katzenjammer - Demon Kitty Rag
Tbh I like a lot of their songs, but this is probably my favourite of the lot. I also like Le Pop.
8. The Fratellis - Chelsea Dagger
My friend hates it when I sing this song. I don't know why, but it's hilarious and a good way of annoying him so...
9. Lewis Capaldi - Bruises
Had this one stuck in my head earlier today.
10. Kodaline - Brother
Another band I like a lot of songs from, but this one gets the spot because the music video made me sob like a kid.
BONUS:
11. Bad recorder/kazoo covers of meme songs
Do I even need to explain anything here?
I have officially decided that I am going to rewrite Frankenstein as an amazing YouTube movie titled Vicky F and Creepy C
My friends will star in it, I will be the screen writer... It's going to be a hot mess!!! :] can't wait to start filming, all I have to do now is... Well, write the script!
Had no real art focus today, nothing much going on right now, so I have been drawing some random little guys. 12th July, 2023
A simple background for the next thing I'm working on. Might just have this as its own, depending on how well it goes.
Me staring at my 4 unposted drawings (and WIPs) and cringing at myself CJJHJHCHCK
"To be cringe is to be free...." I chant to myself with a foggy mind like a broken prayer
Yo I accept trick or treating on this blog's inbox!! Don't hesitate to come and send a trick or treat!
I've been writing a thing about the connection between fiber arts and activism throughout history for the past couple days
Which one of you bitches was gonna tell me that it can actually be enjoyable to write like this when you aren't being marked for it???
Once Split, Now Mended
(pst, this a long two, maybe three, shot :}c )
Alfred had been around for many years, had done many things. From theater, to espionage, to a butler, to a father, to a grandfather, he was a man well versed in many things. So when his once new employers suddenly came rushing in with a babe, talking and occasionally yelling about how they had found their new son, because there was no mistaking the protective hold Martha had on him, in a dumpster on their way back from the movies, he peered at the new babe. He was quit adorable, porcelain skin and inky black locks, but Alfred felt a slight shutter as he gazed into the babes eyes.
They were an empty ice blue.
It was almost as if his soul was ripped out of his tiny body.
But he only shook his head and asked what the new parents were to name their child, with an almost immediate answer of Bruce.
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this idea, along with the other prompt, has been swishing in my brain for to long now. I went ahead and posted this one cause I knew it was just gunna be a short and sweet 3 chapters lol, idk when ill fin but we'll see :D
good morning dash!
i'll be on discord most of the day so feel free to stop by and ask for my s/n and we can plot or yell or whatever!
Rough sketch developed for my personal Fell!Sans design >:3c
Notes on his personality:
[For determining how I want him to act, I first wrote out a description of what I think the original Sans’s motivations, values, and mindsets are, with some added miscellany. Afterwards, I modified it based on how my concept of a Fell AU might push him in one direction or another.]
Humorous; enjoys jokes and banter. F!Sans is even more careful about playing to his audience than in UT – raucous bars vs. dinner party intelligentsia. Pranks aren’t taken with much grace in Fell, so he’s not whipping out the whoopee cushions. And he’s only intentionally annoying with people he’s really comfortable with, when he knows it will be received with affectionate exasperation, or in situations where it would be advantageous to charm and amuse someone at someone else’s expense.
He’s not above using mean-spirited humor to slight someone, either for social clout or to put someone in their place, but he’ll always do something to smooth it over later. Best to stay on people’s good sides as much as possible.
Observant, especially of expressions/body language
Scientific / intelligent / curious
Social, likes making friends – socializes enough to be widely known and to make a good impression. This is his survival strategy of choice. Allows him to keep abreast of any potential threats through a wide information network. He genuinely wants to connect with people, but understands that actual trust can be dangerous – there’s no guarantee of loyalty or good will from anyone.
Cheats and lies to get the upper hand (cunning & innovative). Can manipulate time and space / break the game mechanics to do this. Fucks around with this even more in Fell
Resigned; there’s no future so all he can do is enjoy the present with the people he cares about (esp. Papyrus) He works harder at making sure F!Papyrus knows he is reliable
Might not do much more work at the sentry stations than in UT, since sentry work is boring to him, but certainly keeps up the appearance of doing more work, enough to be on Undyne’s good side and to be respectable.
Maybe less of a salesman grifter and more into bets, gambling, and what seem like games of chance? Absolutely uses his timespace fuckery to his advantage, but intentionally loses just often enough to avoid suspicion.
He’s probably been depressed for most of his life, so sleeping in his free time to escape isn’t new. However, he has to put a lot of time into keeping up a presence with others, so he has fewer opportunities for sleep. Has maintained better physical condition out of necessity, but still prefers to shortcut than walk if he doesn’t need to stop and socialize along the way. Also still eats like garbage.
Strong feelings about promises (some kind of trauma?)
Just as, if not more, internally conflicted than in UT about whether “tend and befriend” or “the best defense is a strong offense” is the better survival strategy – and about which one he wants more based on his own feelings/principles
Still will not violently confront you no matter how many people you kill, until his back’s against the wall because the world might end entirely)
Kinda judgmental (I mean, obviously lkasdf;lj) and varies in passive aggression/implied accusations vs. bluntness - Definitely nastier about this than in UT, though his standards are probably a little different given the world. [How much does he actually care about non-violence? Does it hinge on whether he thinks a person deserves it or it’s “necessary”?]
Can be confrontational and meddlesome, but how much of his following the player around and being helpful is him adhering to the promise and how much is his natural desire to help? Is he wanting to help the player or is he keeping an eye out on behalf of his fellow monsters? It’s probably a mix of all of these things. Although he typically has a confident, easygoing swagger and doesn’t pick fights, he is more aggressive in responding to people who intentionally provoke him. It doesn’t pay to be timid in Fell. And everyone knows that he can and will meddle in their affairs if he has some incentive to do so.
DOES seem to be genuinely invested in being helpful, especially towards Papyrus, but also with Alphys. Is very generous – often out of true goodwill and concern for others, but also because it “buys” him goodwill from others… at least enough for a tip-off or occasional favor.
Enjoys the limelight, but does not seek leadership Deeply caring and sentimental; sometimes the affectionate things he does seem to be in secret
Doesn’t talk much about himself. Distrusting and unwilling to be vulnerable, given how precarious social connections are. With the people he does trust, he wants to seem strong, competent, and reliable, and so avoids vulnerability even with them. All of this is incredibly lonely for him.
Miscellany: Enjoys food and is an adventurous eater (OR is just making shit up about human food to entertain his neighbors in Snowdin lasdfj;sfja)??? But always orders the worst burger off the menu?
Is an entertainer at the MTT resort
Cares more about appearances than UT Sans; how he presents himself is intentional and based on how he wants people to think about and respond to him
Probably does not scratch his ass in public
This version of Fell Sans and Papyrus have more genuine, transparent affection for each other than in many depictions of Fell. Heightened danger has made them close allies.
happy late anniversary to this basil i actually still kinda enjoy how it came out
basil the beloved
told myself i can have one of those stupid looking saiki k plushies if i finish the fic i just started writing, so if i post a one shot isekai spoof out of the blue this week, you know why
does anyone have any idea how i can slow down my brain? i need to sleep but the voices are too loud
Don't tempt me but I love it
yall yall I made something
Hey!
Pools of reality is dead, so I'm rebranding this into my main blog!
I AM still working on a pilot for a gravity falls spinoff show, that being Fugitive Bill, which you can find here:
@fugitivebillau on Tumblr
I probably will post some art here soon, and be warned, I may or may not have fallen into the trenches of the Ninjago fandom and brought back my old rewrite au from the dead so uh- it probably won't be all gravity falls in here, so sorry about that lmao.
And yeah that's about it
"Happy First Day of Spring!!"
– shouted one 4 year old Snufkin appearing from inside the bouquet that his Papa was holding. The small one jumped out of the flowers bouquet and right into his mamas´ arms, surprising her with their unexpected visit during the first day of spring. . . .
this is for the moominvalley art gift exchange!!
Is the first time i´ve drawn Snufkin as a baby with Joxter, i hope you like it @ghossthepuppy !!
Btw those are daffodils, periwinkle and pink carnation in the bouquet, and crocus in joxter´s hat if you couldn´t tell, i don´t draw flowers very often xd
I probably will be posting more Moominvalley fanart soon!!
With the help of Pinterest, I've drawn the comic version of Buddy ^^ I'll try to draw the other robots too, I just gotta find good pictures of them
I personally see them as neutral/masculine, but sweet hell do I understand the feminine approach. (Ft. my idea of human Buddy 😘)
Ah, yes. The good ol days.
the people who stayed in avengers tower fandom are so smart. they all live together and its fine
Workin on my anxiety by adding more to this account thingamajig 👍
My country is failing apart, but damnit, I am going to keep improving
creds to @epiimetheux !!!
i kept coming back to this beautiful artwork and i got inspired by it so here you go...
(disclaimer: i haven't completed a fic in forever, let alone published one, so i'm very anxious about this, i apologise if it's a mess •~•♡ love you guys)
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tom watches from the side as his husband steps forward to his coffin. pete's head is bowed, but he can see the trembling of his lips and the coiled muscles in his jaw.
oh my love.
what i'd give to embrace you one more time.
he knew he couldn't reach his husband anymore. his time had passed.
that didn't keep tom from standing next to pete's side. keeping watch. protecting his wingman, as they'd promised to each other years ago on that fateful day.
when repressed feelings and pretentious rivalry finally made way for the unconditional love thay had never wavered once.
partnership that had lasted 33 years.
tom watched as pete took the wings off his uniform, laying them onto the smooth oak.
the gun salutes were no more than background noise, tom's sole focus lying on the man in front of him.
the moment he saw pete punching the wings into the coffin he felt an incredible warmth spread through his chest.
such a feeling had been limited to very few moments in his life.
in the cockpit of his plane, soaring above the clouds with ron at his back and pete right by his side.
the return from the layton mission.
aching and sweaty and all kinds of shaken up but alive, thriving on adrenaline and pent up energy.
they had only seen each other then.
not iceman and maverick, but tom and pete, right there on the deck, what ron had later jokingly called their "confession".
their wedding. finally being allowed to slip a ring onto pete's finger while surrounded by all their loved ones. to call him his husband for everyone to see and hear without having to fear anymore. forever and always - the ending of both of their vows.
when their son had come back to them.
pete, bradley and himself crying with relief in their kitchen as they embraced for the first time in years. pete almost losing it as bradley started called him 'dad' again, and tom almost following suit when 'pops' returned back to daily use.
in that hospital bed, when he'd kissed his husband for the last time. he had wiped the tears on pete's cheeks with trembling hands, mapping that gorgeous face he knew better than the back of his own hand.
hushed i love you's in the quiet of the room, both signed and said out loud as they held each other.
the last words he felt pressed against his forehead being 'forever and always', before he slipped away into neverland.
tom looked over his shoulder just as pete stepped back from the coffin.
the wings on his back were strikingly white. glossy and strong feathers fluttered softly in the wind, and tom couldn't help the smile that spread on his face.
i will protect you, my heart.
my wingman.
my everything.
carefully he guided his wings around pete's sides. shielding him for just a moment. providing the endless support he couldn't give in person anymore.
pete looked up towards the sky, just like the rest of the crowd, watching as the missing man formation flew by.
everyone watched the sky, but tom couldn't tear his eyes away from his husband. how the dusking sun reflected in those tender green eyes. the curve of his nose, and the sweet lips he'd kissed so very often, now being worried at between pearly teeth.
i love you, forever and always.
as if he heard him, pete echoed his words.
"forever and always, sweetheart."
Riku Appreciation Week | Day 1: Favourite Appearance So, this felt like the perfect opportunity to finally, well, draw some Riku. I absolutely love hin im 3D. I could run around as him all the time! (ReCoded is very close though, DataRiku is my little darling, haha.)
I should probably mention the main reason I was in a space pirate mood today: Skyvault. As a kickstarter backer I got to preview the pilot yesterday and today, and I am feeling all of the hype--I want to binge it but the show doesn’t even exist (beyond what I’ve seen) yet!
[I ramble at length about my experience of and feelings about Skyvault below, with somewhat of a pilot review mixed haphazardly in. There shouldn’t really be spoilers but some may consider some of it as such so read with caution.]
I mean, to be fair, I knew a great deal of the pilot’s plot before seeing it, mostly from watching all of the Q&A’s Door Monster’s already done on it, and also partly from the audition scenes I got to read when I auditioned for it... a year ago already I guess, wow. Time is weird. (I didn’t get a part in it, if you were wondering, but looking back on my audition tapes, they were kind of a train wreck and I have definitely come a ways as an actress in the past year, though of course I have a ways to go.)
But yeah, it’s pretty cool having the forbidden knowledge of the audition scenes--obviously I won’t say much, but when Ian mentioned in the Q&A that Truman’s favorite soup would become a plot point down the line I actually had a pretty good idea what he was referring to, and (assuming I’m right) that was 100% my favorite scene to read for (even though I wasn’t actually in the age range of the character I was reading and so in terms of professionalism I probably shouldn’t’ve included that in the audition, but pretending to be that old woman was also the best acting I did so there were pros and cons.)
But yeah, that’s just to say I did already know a significant portion of what the pilot would be before watching it, which is probably why I must admit I felt like not a ton actually happened in it plot-wise. There were also definitely things I wanted to see developed more in depth--Jay’s relationship with his friend and worldbuilding stuff in particular. It did feel like it moved a little too quickly, although as Kyle explained in the Q&A the pilot isn’t going to be exactly how the first episode will be if/when they get picked up but rather a summary of the show which they’ll use to help sell it, which is reassuring. So, its main weaknesses for me were plot depth, pacing, and world-development, and I have confidence that those were either influenced by my knowing too much ahead of time, or among the things that they’re already planning to fix going forwards, so I think hopefully my current critiques of it will dissolve with time. It really just deserves to be a longer first episode than it was so it can develop itself better.
The best thing about the Skyvault pilot, I’d say, was the characters. I fell instantly in love with both Jay and Truman. At one point I referred to them both as “shards of my soul”. Jay is delightfully enthusiastic about everything and addicted to adventure; he is far too happy in the face of potential death. He’s the hero who has completely idealized and romanticized adventure and is just so deeply in love with it that he plunges headlong into danger and grins in the face of death traps.
The only character I may love more than Jay is Truman. I said right away that he reminded me of a live action Milo from Atlantis, and in the Q&A they told us that Milo was one of the main inspirations for the character other than Ian (acknowledging my comment while doing so, which always feels great). Being deeply in love with Milo and all awkward adventurous academics, it was inevitable that I would love Truman, and he certainly did not disappoint. I don’t want to spoil it, but there’s a reveal with him that is brilliant and hilarious and beautiful. I also love how they’ve already displayed his internal conflict between earnestly wanting adventure and discovery versus his tendency towards fearfulness (“I’m done being safe.” vs. “The things we do are extremely dangerous.” “How extremely?”).
To put it in Harry Potter terms, Truman is my inner Ravenclaw and Jay is my inner Thunderbird, and I love them both dearly.
I will admit I don’t relate to Kat nearly as much, but I’m sure I’ll come to love her as time goes on. There was already a moment when she and Truman touched hands and I’m such shipper trash that I’m already fully prepared to ship it, haha. I mean I’m still flexible on ships at this early stage, but like, I’m ready.
They’ve also done a great job with kickbutt female characters and diversity. There are already several women who display a range of strengths in different ways but who are all capable of handling themselves, and it bodes well for an epic series.
It also has, of course, that signature Door Monster humor. The actors have done a good job of being characters based on the Door Monster cast but not exactly them, and the whole thing has DM’s signature inventiveness and I am so ready to find out more.
And, yes, as I stated, this is primarily what caused me to go on a space pirate bingeposting spree today.
Anyways, this review, like my Skyvault audition tapes, is a bit of a trainwreck, but I am now too tired to edit it properly so for now I’m just going to toss it into the merciless void of the internet.
New official poster for Skyvault as the pilot enters post production
Winter is Midoria’s favorite season because it gives him an excuse to cuddle~~
(click for better quality!)
The verdict is out. As retribution for never having worked at the house of burger, I am doomed to spend two days in the late-night Mcdonald's. A fate only known to an unlucky few, that I will soon have to count myself a part of.
bro i lost my spotify premium so now for example when i listen to adams song by blink-182 after that i jsut hear a damn commercial womans voice PLEASE I JSUT WANNA LISTEN TO MY MUSIC SPOTIFY AUGHHHHH